Ilimitado Amor

Moving On

I discussed everything with Sid, Anushka, Priya and Rohit. Sid was laughing. Anushka had sympathy for me. Rohit was speech-less. They all suggested the same thing, "MOVE ON DHRUV!!!" Anushka said "You have a lot to do now. You have a whole life ahead of you."

True, it was hard to eradicate this trauma, from my mind, but I had to. I had to divert my attention to other things. Somehow, I drew up courage, and started a new life. I decided, to not talk or think about this. It would just push me to depression, which I didn't want to face.

I spent time, reading books, roaming and saying away from love. I was sick and tired of it. I believed in one philosophy "True love, always finds a way to come, to the person who deserves it." I thought, "If I am capable, destiny would take me, to the girl, who is perfect for me."

I thanked Annandi and Sonia. I owe them a lot of things. They acquainted me from the different phases and situations in life. They have helped me a lot in developing and improvising my personality. Annandi was the perfect blend of everything. She was beauty with brains.

Her capacities and talents were infinite. She excelled in studies. She aced in sports. She wrecked the podium, whenever she spoke. She was bold, but dependent too.

She was open to all. Never afraid, from being herself. She is talented, no doubt at all. All that she required was, grooming. She had the potential, which had to be channelized in the right direction. I wish, she finds the guy, who is best for her, who loves her, cares for her, and always keeps her happy. All she needs is to be independent, self-capable, which she is being gradually. It just has to be explored more.

Sonia. I don't have words for her. She is someone really special. She is jovial, a bit psycho, but beautiful-hearted. She is not what every guy desires, but still one of the most ideal girl ever found.

I wish, we would have spent more time together, get to know each other, 'in and out'. I thank her, for the wonderful gift, she gave me. The experience was truly eternal. I wanted to remind her, that I still remember those beautiful moments we spent together. They have been captured permanently in my heart and mind.

Lastly, I would apologize to both of you- Annandi and Sonia.

Annandi, I am sorry for all those letters and poems, you received from me. Sorry for troubling you. Sorry for forcing you to talk to me. Sorry for not taking notice of your emotions and thoughts. Sorry for being incorrigible. Sorry for the rude way I wrote to you. Sorry for all m ill-works.

Sonia, I am sorry I cheated on you. Despite saying 'Yes' to you, I loved Annandi. Despite that beautiful kiss, I loved Annandi. I concealed my relation with Annandi from you, thinking you'd leave me. Sorry for calling you late-night on 31st December. I know you were scolded later.

Sorry, to both of you, beautiful girls. I have hurt you. I have harmed you. I sincerely apollogize, from the core of my heart. I feel guilt. I deserved this. Thank god, you both left me, or else, I wouldn't have known the consequences of being committed to one, but still craving for another.

Thank you, for making me an open-minded-person. Thank you, for making me realize my mistake. Without your rejection, I wouldn't have learnt, to cry and be strong, at the same moment. Thank you, dear conditions, which prevailed in this tenure. All these amalgamated, made me better.                                                                                                                                                                    --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------