Ilimitado Amor

Lesson Learnt

I learned to go solo in this, infinitely long journey of life. We do seek, so many things which grab our attraction. But in the end, reality pulls us down. The more high you fly I the sky of expectations, the harder we fall on the ground of reality. This is true for all aspects not restricted to only relationships.

The only problem was I loved too much, without expecting anything. That's what is called an 'Ideal One-Sided' Lover, who is ready to sacrifice his time, love, everything precious to him. But the irony was, that Annandi, that failed to recognise this. Sonia could understand this till a certain limit, but fate did not want us to be together.

I thought 'twas best stay single. We don't know what is waiting for us. Maybe, we find someone better than our ex's or current partners. Then being heart-broke made no sense. We would just wail over spilt milk...

Therefore, leaving Annandi and Sonia, was the best I could I do. I know some of the people might think, "This Dhruv is a playboy," He plays with girl's emotions. To the readers, I am not any playboy nor am I playing with anyone's emotions.

It's just to show, that this age, 15-25 is the age, where we meet a lot of temporary people, who attract us in a different ways. It's upon us, to decide whether we get attracted or not, or how much we are attracted to them.

True, that I should have focused only on Annandi, by declining Sonia or I should have told about Annandi to Sonia. Maybe, that could have increased our trust in each other, forming a better relationship. Our trust in each other could have also increased. True, that once I was with Sonia, I shouldn't have fallen for Annandi again. There could be multiple reasons, for I being single again in the end. All that mattered to me now the most was my friend-circle- Rohit, Priya, Anushka, Siddharth and some more.

We were unitedly-segregated. United by hearts, divided by bodies, United by friendship divided by the distance we had to pave.

We had our own barricades. Anushka couldn't go out of Pune. Sid and Rohit were in Mumbai. Priya was in Hyderabad with Alishka, and I was in Madhya Pradesh. All of us were too far from each other. The resistance of distance had officially begun.

Though we had paved a distance of more than 950 Kilo-meters, we made sure that not a single-crack comes in our crystal-clear friendship. We have resisted many tests, in which our friendship was questioned and threatened, but we rose above all of them.

Thanks to Social-Media, this helped us to stay binded. Living life without them would never be easy for me. I was sort of addicted to our friendship. Living a day, without them, for me was restricting a drug addict, from taking drugs.

Each one of us, were eager to meet each other. We had to resist this distance. Through a vestibule of time, from being eager to get rid of 10th class, to praying for reliving those beautiful moments, we grew mature.

I also had moved on. This time it was pretty quick, as compared to Annandi's case. Probably, I hadn't loved Sonia as much I loved Annandi. I began drawing up my mistakes, which I would surely never-ever commit again:-

v Never be in a Bi-Affair, at a single point of time.

v Be seriously committed. Never flutter between two people

v Have patience. It'll be fine.                                                                                                                                            --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------