True Love

PART:53

Naira was about to leave when Kartik pulled her back and locked the room. He had no more patience in him now.

Kartik: then what did you want
Naira: kuch nhi chahiye mujhe
Kartik: then why are you playing with me and my feelings?
Naira: maine kya kiya
Kartik: didn't you judged me in morning?
Naira: did I judge you wrong?
Kartik(holding her arms): tumhe seriously lagta I am using you.
Naira: chodo mujhe meri meeting hai
Kartik: jawab do pehle
Naira: tumne mere sawalo ka jawa  diya
Kartik: agar de dunga phir dogi
Naira: meri meeting hai.

Kartik left her and took her mobile from the charging point. He messaged neil from her number that she won't be able to attend the meeting as she is unable to connect to the internt to which he replied with ok. Kartik showed her the message.

Kartik: meeting ki problem solve ab hum baat kar sakte hai right
Naira: kartik plz
Kartik: fine mai shuru karta tumne mujhse koi teen sawal puche the na. Pehla yeh na k agar mujhse tumse pyaar nhi hota tao mai kya karta.
Naira(leaving): nhi janana mujhe kuch
Kartik(pulling her towards him): lekin mujhe batana hai. Tum keh rhi ho na agar mujhe tumse pyaar nhi hota tao phir tum hi batao agar tumse nhi hota tao kis se hota. Maine aaj tak kisi se itna jhadna nhi kiya jitna shaadi se pehle hi tumse kiya tha. Maine aaj tak kisi k tantrums nhi uthaye jitne tumhare uthaye. Maine aaj tak kisi k aage haar nhi mani lekin tumhare aage maine aapne aap ko hamesha jhukaya hai. Ab bolo yeh maine gayu ko dikhane k liye karta. Yeh tum bhi janti ho and even meri family ne bhi bataya hoga tumhe mai aisa bilkul nhi tha jaisa maine aapne aap ko bana liya hai tumhare liye. It is because your happiness and comfort matters the most to me.

Naira had tears in her eyes listening to his words but she holded them back. She didn't want to get show him though he noticed them. He continued with his second answer.

Kartik: tumhara dusara sawal tha agar tum aur vidyut sachmei relationship mei hote tao mai karta right kyuki according to you mai isliye gussa tha that you both were in relatioslnship lekin aisa nhi tha naira. I was hurt kyuki tum mere puchne par bhi mujhe kuch nhi bata rhi thi. Mai tumhe hazaro baar ek hi sawal pucha lekin tumne mujhe ignore kiya and mujhe es baat par gussa ayaa tha. No doubt mai jealous hua tha aur insecure bhi lekin gussa es baat se tha k tumne mujhe mere puchne par bhi kuch nhi bataya naira.
Naira: ho gya tumhara ab plz mujhe jaane do.
Kartik: abhi akhri sawal rehta hai. Agar tum meri jagah hoti tao mai kya karta. Agar mai tumhari jagah hota no doubt mai es se bada drama create karta. Mai tumhari tarah sirf apne aap ko hi nhi hurt karta lekin jaise tum kar rhi ho. Isme koi doubt nhi hai mai na tumhe maaf karta na vidyut ko lekin haa mai ek baar baith tumse baat jaru karta jo tum nhi kar rhi mujhse. Ek baar sort karne ka try jarur karta naira. I would have tried my best and trusted your love unlike you. Tum aapne aap k saath saath mujhe bhi utna hi tod rhi ho. Lekin yeh bhi sach hai tum aisa kabhi nhi karti kyuki tum mere jaisi nhi ho.

Naira was silent on his revealation while he had tears. Although he too didn't want to talk yet he continued.

Kartik: Agar tumhe abhi bhi lagta hai mera pyaar mera concern sab jhutha tha aur jo jawab maine ab diya sirf tumhe sunane k liye diye hai tao mai kuch nhi kar sakta naira. Tum bhi janti ho mai tumhe aapne aap se bhi jyada pyaar karta hu tumhare liye kuch bhi kar sakta woh chahye aapne gharwalo k khilaaf jana pade mujhe ya tumhare mai piche nhi hatuga. Gayu na humare rishte mei kabhi thi aur na kabhi aavegi jab tak hum ose nhi layege. Pehle mai laa raha tha ab tum laa rhi ho. Aage jo tumhara faisla hoga mujhe manzoor hoga. Sorry agar tumhara time waste kiya tao.

He got and went to the washroom to clean his face leaving a disturbed yet guilty naira behind. She was feeling guilty for doubting his love and seeing tears in his eyes. She can tolerate anything except tears in his eyes. She never in worst dreams wanted him to shed tears in guilt because of her stupidity. He came out to join others when  naira holded his hand. He turned towards her and asked what happended.