Chapter 15

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Louis' POV:

I watched Harry enter his home with one last wave before I breath out. 'Wow I just did that, I just went on a date with Harry,' I thought to myself. I breath out heavily one last time before I pulled out of the parking lot. I facetimed Liam and saw a cuddly Zayn next to him. I told them everything as I drove back to my home.

I arrived home to find everyone nestled in their beds. I slowly crept into my room and carefully got myself situated. When I finally was sprawled on my bed I was in shock of what had just happened. I finally was with Harry, we are official. Then Gemma came into my mind, I realized how fucked up a happy situation can be. I laid there with my head phones in and stared at the celling while my thoughts circled my head.

Sleepiness slowly crept onto myself. Soon my eyes drooped and closed while my playlist came to an end and random songs were playing. I really don't want to disappoint or even have Harry worry about anything. I know the situation was probably harder on him because it was a one sided friendship with his sister. I knew I was over thinking and I was stressing way to much. I fell asleep as I conversed with myself.

Harry's POV:

I closed the door after I waved to Louis. I ran to my room and shut the door as I slowly fell to the ground. I thought about everything, from the picnic, the dancing, the cuddling, and the question. My head fell into my hands as I breathed heavily.

After I caught my breath I slipped out of my silky dress and changed into some shorts and chose to sleep shirtless. I fell on my bed as my hand rubbed on my bare stomach. My fingers lingered over the parts Louis once touched. I gasped as I dreamed of Louis' body hovering over mine. I snapped back into reality when I heard someone bust into my room. I was really confused to see Gemma. It was way past midnight and I didn't expect her to be awake. My hands resituated themselves to wrap around my stomach as she yelled quietly, "Where have you been? What was I supposed to tell mum if she asked?"

"Well I mean she saw me leave and didn't ask so."

"Okay well why is my dress here," she said as she grabbed the silky red dress, "It's not like you were gonna look good in it."

"What do you mean I wouldn't look good in it?"

"I mean what curves do you have for the dress to hug?"

"That's not what Louis said," I blurted a little too loud and smacked my hand over my mouth.

"What did you just say?" she asked as her voice grew a little louder.

"Nothing," I barely whispered while I rubbed my wrist.

"What do you mean, you said that Louis didn't think so. Are you hooking up with Louis?"

"No," I said even quieter.

"Your such a fucking slut!" I grimaced at the words, "I should've known. You always wear revealing clothes. For what, to steal Louis from me! I had him wrapped around my finger. But no you come an-"

"Leave me the fuck alone this isn't my fucking fault. What am I supposed to do I like him and he likes me. You want me to turn him down because you are obsessed with him. The feelings you thought he felt for you were non existent."

"What do you mean? What about the way he looks at me?"

"What way, the way he looks at you before he comes upstairs to kiss me. That look or right before he pins me to the wall. Okay so neither of those what about right before he has a genuine conversation with me. When he worries that he can't be with me because he is afraid of this and what everyone will think of him. When he encourages me to be me because he can't be himself. When he shows his emotions that he feels like he can't show anyone else. When he asked me to be his boyfriend. He doesn't like you," I say as I try to calm myself down. She looks at me one last time in disbelief and disgust before leaving my room.

The happiness that once was bubbling in my stomach was replaced with anger and sadness. I call Louis because who else am I supposed to call now.

After a few rings he picked up and a deep and raspy voice filled my ears, "Hey Princess," he says and that's enough for my eyes to start and bubble with tears as I start to sniffle. He doesn't deserve any of this. In fact I don't deserve him.

My voice is uneven and shaking as I try to make out words, "Um hey I know it's late and stuff but-"

I didn't even have to finish my sentence before I heard a concerned Louis, "Are you alright love?" he asked. At this point words can't come out of my mouth and I cried. I hear Louis one last time, "It's okay babe i'm coming just please don't cry. Your so beautiful and I really don't want to cry. It's alright darling I'll stay on the phone as I drive to your house okay?" he asked as I heard rustling from the other line.

A small 'mhm' escape my mouth as I try to calm myself down. I wipe my tears as I hear Louis humming a song, soon he starts too sing and I'm crying all over again. He tried again by whispering sweet little nothings through the phone. Then I hear him knock on my window, I got up and opened the window. He climbed through immediately and wrapped his arms around me. That was just enough to help me calm down. He starts to play with my hair and do the little things that he knows help me.

Soon I'm calmed down enough to where I can tell him what happened, "Lou I know I don't deserve you at all and I just feel so fucking guilty. I accidentally told Gemma about us and I don't know I never meant to do it and then she blamed everything on me. I freaked out and she was making fun of me I was hurt but that still gave me no right to bring you in I understand if you want to part ways or anything. Just know that I love you and I loved you ever since the first time I laid eyes on you. I didn't expect to come this far. And our relationship isn't one of the best I just hate myse-"

"Hey hey hey don't say that," he wipes my tears again and I look at him to see that he is crying as well, he rubs my back, "Don't hate yourself. Your way too beautiful inside and out for that. Darling I would give you everything for you to realize you are much more. You were there on the days I felt down. You always wanted me to be me and you were never afraid to express yourself. You are worth much more. You will always be in my heart. You make me happy and I won't stop telling you that until you notice it. And I love you. I fucking love you, you idiot. I always have and always will," we start to giggle in our place as tears are streaming down our faces.

I look at him and see the one I fell for. He smiled his sunshine smile while we confessed our love for each other the day we made it official. I didn't know what this meant for our future. I was just happy and in the moment. I only knew that he made me happy. I knew that he was my source of satisfaction, pleasure, gratefulness, and many more. Him and I could take down the rest of the world. We were meant for each other. Although I knew he shouldn't have forgiven me or deserved me we still snuck out and danced in the rain until it's was too cold. We realized that we were really there for each other and it only had to take a little push for us to figure that out. I didn't think and expect Gem to forgive and forget so I just thought of Louis. My Louis.

Hey,
ARE WE SERIOUSLY DONE WITH THIS BOOK? Okay so here's the thing, i might do a bonus chapter instead just in case I write a sequel but if i don't in the future i might just do an epilogue. But THANK YOU FOR READING! If you haven't already go to conversations on my account cuz there is more of an a/n. So yeah if you want you can follow so you get updates on future books. Let's just say that y'all are looking for a good lgbt book GO READ RED WHITE AND ROYAL BLUE! I love it so much idk why but it sorta reminds me of Larry and I cried multiple times. Rn i'm reading Last Night at the Telegraph Club it's honestly pretty good. BUT I LOVE EACH AND EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU!

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