Nurse my heart 💗 ( My Love Story)

Chapter~32

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Yasir

Since that night with Sarah my mine keep going back to her, I really want to consummate our marriage make it normal like every couples do but I can see right through her that she is not ready for this but for how long Will I keep waiting.

The reason why I acted like that the other night is to see her reaction the next day and just like I imagined she quickly went back to her shade hiding.

I thought I am the only one who knows Sarah who knows how to please and make her happy but the way things are going between us it seems like I fell woefully in every attempt I make. I know her well enough to know that she is materialistic not in a bad way but yes she like everything that make her look good and I have been doing that since before I married her and I continue doing so now but all are not giving me good results.

I want to apologize for what happened between us but I don't know from which angle I will start but what ever it is I just have to keep trying because I didn't come this far just to let go of everything not now not ever.

Sarah

Things have been pretty awkward between us since we come back I know the reason and am not ready to accept the fact.

I hate myself for losing to him that way and at the same time I keep on reminding myself that even if I don't want anything to happen between us but I could not have resist him that night because god dammit that was a good one.
And since that night all I think of is how to feel him again and again touching me I yarn for his touch and had it been it's not dad that am married to then we would have been in lala land but it's dad how can I let him touch me I don't dream for that to happen and am not letting it happen ever again.

When Nihad come to welcome us I told her about my new friend and her husband.
She keep laughing that she didn't see anything wrong with that.

But Nihad that man didn't only give birth me and her but to dad too, even dad respect him I don't know why she married him but whatever her reason maybe I hope he is worth it.

Am sure he is worth it by the look of things, you said she respects and love him Nihad ask.

Yeah she those love him her every action shows she is in love I answer her.

Then she is lucky not like you.

Nihad?! I call in a warning tone.

What? Is not like I lied you don't have to pretend you don't love or respect your husband she said.

Nihad respect is different from love and you know I respect dad.

How?

How? How can you ask me that I glare at her.

You said you respect him, let's start by small things when was the last time you greeted him first in the morning, when was the last time you give him food as your husband or the one you who you claim you respect.

Did someone say anything about me not respecting dad? I ask her.

No I come to this house around 11 am that's when you great your husband and it's because he greeted you first secondly he didn't ask you about his breakfast rather he call the house help for that, tell me what those that says about the lady of the house?
Dad may seems ' oh yeah it okey' but deep down he knows and you know you disappoint him by that habit of yours.

Yeah I know cooking is not your thing but before you married him in your house aunt Saudah didn't care about dad the way you, do you always pay attention to everything about him but I can't say anything about now.