Nurse my heart 💗 ( My Love Story)

Chapter ~35

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Sarah

Meeting Amir and Papa just melt the ice that is between I and dad, I am gradually going back to my old self talking to dad a lot, laughing and caring for him.
I later realize the kind of effects those two have on me and I don't want to think of how hurt I would have been if the kid had hold grudge against me.

We setup a meeting today without dad knowledge and I don't plan on telling him I just want alone time with my siblings as Papa will be going back to school this weekend.

When I finally reach the eatery patiently waiting for them when they finally arrived we hug each other before ordering our food.

So Papa I said sipping my orange juice 🥤you said you are going back to school this weekend and I thought we will be traveling to Paris together?

They both looked at me.

What? I said not understanding them.

Is only you and dad that will be traveling and I choke on my drink.
You people are not going with us I ask?

No sis Sarah we have school and I have to take care of aunt Saudah remember Amir said looking at me.

But I was looking forward to spend some time with you guys.

Don't worry when you come back we will be here waiting for you.

I am sad hearing that from them but they try to cheer me up with their list of things they want me to buy for them.

Going back home I meet dad already at home.

From where he said looking at me.

I went out with the kids.

You have fun? He ask following behind me.

Yes and No.

Uhumm why the answer he said sitting down on the couch in my room.

Because dad you didn't tell me that Amir and Papa will not be traveling with us is said looking at him with a puppy eyes.

But I didn't tell you that we will be traveling with them either.

But dad what's the essence of traveling without them I mean it won't be fun just the two of us.

Sarah? He call out.

Yes I answer sitting down on my bed.

Come sit beside me he said, we need to talk and with that I feel like I should just disappear because am not liking the tone in his voice.

After minutes of contemplating I finally get up and sit beside him.
You see I promise you that whenever you succeeded in graduating school I promise to take you on a trip and that is why I am taking you to Paris and beside we are husband and wife we need some a lone time together, you won't be avoiding me all your life, in some point in life you have to accept me and I pray that this trip will do the magic isn't it?

I continue to play with my fingers not looking at him.

Yes baby talk to me he said shaking my shoulder you know I love you right? He said in a whisper.
When I didn't answer he use his hand and raise my chin you know I love you right baby he ask again. This trip is just for the two of us to relax ok! he said kissing my cheek.

I shift my face which he end up kissing my neck but then he turn my face to his direction then he kiss my lips I try to break out of the kiss but he hold the back of my head making it difficult to break loss.

When he understand that I finally give up he continues kissing me draw my zipper and put his hands in and around me baby please say you love me he beg me but I couldn't.
1 because I don't think I love dad
2 no matter how much am enjoying this I know I will regret it later.