☾ My First Shifting Experience ☽

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My first successful shift happened in March 2020 literally when quarantine in my country started. I went to bed with nothing on my mind, I was in the most darkest times in my life and I remember telling myself:

"You need them. It's time to shift."

To be honest I didn't expect it to work, I didn't expect to actually shift because I was a doubtful person. I always doubted myself, my powers, I always doubted what I was capable of doing. As mentioned a few chapters ago, I used the Heartbeat method and I gave my all. I just laid there counting to 100 and completely focusing on my heartbeat. I sleep with two dogs and they're usually hella loud because they snore a lot and they dream a lot but that night I heard nothing, I was so focused on my intentions that I feel like if someone bursted into my room in that exact moment, I wouldn't move at all.
I guess somehow I was tired of the method not working so I just tried it for the last time, basically it was the last time but the most powerful time, I shifted. For the first time ever.

And I'll never forget hearing a faint voice of Wanda saying: "I feel her coming to us." and smelling the freshly cut grass but when I finally opened my eyes I was not in NYC and Loki was not in the bed with me. I still don't know why my script in only that bit changed because I scripted waking up on Loki's chest in Avengers tower but that did not happen. I have a few theories why it changed, a day before I shifted for the first time I went through my script and I was thinking "oh, it would be so cool if I woke up in my own apartment, got ready and went to save the Avengers from Thanos". Apparently, that changed the script because I did think about it the whole day and I ended up doing exactly that on the first day in my DR. I'm not mad about it because it was amazing, it gave me giant main character energy and I'm glad that ended up happening.

I was a villain for the first few days because my backstory is quite complicated. I was born and raised in Paris, France by my grandmother after my mother left me and my father died. And after my grandmother died I was left all alone with uncontrollable powers that hurt a lot of people and Tony Stark took me under his roof, I had a hard time trusting him but I ended up becoming apart of Avengers and I finally had control over my powers which didn't label me as a villain anymore.
I recommend scripting that you know everything to that exact moment when you shift because if not everything is very much confusing and you end up walking around asking everyone questions and you look quite stupid hahaha.

I'm a reckless person, I love challenges and I love a bit of drama. So I scripted that I remember everything from my CR and everyone in my DR knows I'm not from their reality. It's a good way of expressing myself for me because I can talk to them about my problems in my CR that are beating me down and eating me out and they all always listen to me carefully and try to give me the best advices even though my CR is literally happening in 2021 and my DR is happening in 2025 and counting up.

I scripted that an hour in my CR is a day in my DR so basically for the first time I already spent 8 days in my DR because I slept for 8 hours and I have a lot of stories to tell about what happened in between that week and one day.

As you know I scripted being in a love triangle with Loki Laufeyson and Bucky Barnes, and I must confess it was the best choice I've made in life ever. I don't meet Bucky immediately, I actually spent more time with Loki but when Bucky finally runs away from Hydra and Steve captures him and he gets literally delivered to the Stark mansion, the whole love triangle starts. It's just complicated but amazingly complicated, everything turns out to be like a whole fan-fiction and I love it. I can't wait to start sharing these stories with you because I've been holding them in for quite a while and I need someone to rent to about it.

Between my first shift and last shift I've shifted around 11 or 12 times so basically I've spent around 3 months in my DR by now because I always spend at least 8 days in my DR.
It happened once where I tried shifting where I spent 24 days in my DR which is a whole day in my CR and I don't know if I'll do it again because it was so exhausting when I came back to my CR and I forgot to script that when I come back I know everything that my clone did that day, so I was tired and clueless about literally everything.

I'm really tempted to try a whole week in my DR though, but I'll probably change the time that I scripted because a week in my CR is 168 days in my DR and that would be tiring once I get back, so I was thinking on changing it to "One hour in my CR is one hour in my DR" so it would probably, hopefully, be a bit easier and I cannot forget to script that I know everything once I do get back. I was waiting for the summer break in my country to do this because I don't wanna do this while I still have things to do in school. But even now when school is over I'm kinda scared to do it but also very very VERY tempted to do it.

There was this girl I ran upon on TikTok and she said that once she successfully shifts for the first time she'll stay there forever, she'll do the whole respawning thing and she said she scripted that everyone in her CR will forget who she is and she'll go and continue living her life in DR. It made me really sad because I don't think it's fair that some people have such bad life's. Everyone deserves a beautiful and nice family, great friends and a successful path. I love being in my Marvel DR and not long ago I also shifted to Teen Wolf (my fav series) for the first time and I'm not gonna lie it's really tempting to just stay there for the rest of your life, but I also have a dream in my CR to just put such positive messages out that I can't stay in my DR forever. It's all up to you. If you wish to stay in your DR forever, go ahead it's literally your choice and no one can take that from you, you have the right to make your own decisions.

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