I can Wait || Liskook [Completed]

15 - Apology

Jungkook POV

"You always waited for me
At the same spot but
I was gone I was gone
Don't be a fool and believe me
You faked your smiles and laughs
Why?"

I know your smiles are fake. You laughs are fake. You are faking it so I will be happy. Lisa, I will miss you...

"Oh you and me, We're under the same sky
But we can't meet, but believe in me
I'll be there for you"

I know you still love me, and I will be there for you, at least as a friend..

"Wait (wait) because I'll come to you
Wherever you are, I'll come
Wait for me, hey, time is ticking faster
Wait (wait) because I'll come to you
I'll run against time and go to you, Wait for me yeah
My heart is confused, You or her
Time go faster
Time says her
I have to go to her"

I am sorry, Lisa. I left you for Mia. You or her, I can't decide. If things go south, I will come back... Will you wait for me, Lisa?

"In the TV dramas that I watch these days
Typical scenes are laughing at me
As if I'm a criminal, I run away
So today you said nothing when I left you
You already knew that I was a selfish guy
You wanted my interest in the little things
But I guess I felt too pressured"

Why Lisa? Why? You made me feel things I never felt for Mia. My life is split into two, the bigger position, which was meant for Mia, you are actually there. Why? 

"I haven't taken a single picture of you
Even though we had been together for very long time
Sorry, sorry
I'm sorry I couldn't protect you
Hope you have a good life
I want to admit, I miss you
I am sorry I'm not by your side.
I am sorry for leaving.
Sorry, sorry, please forget me
Though it hurts"

How I wish I didn't have a girlfriend, so I would be with you right now..

"The old days
It doesn't exist anymore
I'm sorry I couldn't protect you
I'm always somewhere else
Every night, I'm out with my friends and her
I'm out, all night
You still say nothing against it, though you're hurt
In my phone that's flipped over
I wait for you call, even though I don't want to
I'm ready for this, I love you, sorry
In the next life, I want to be with you"

Lisa, forgive me. I love you, really do. But now, I have to let go those feelings. I am getting married with Mia. 

"The radio is playing the song
That we first sang together
As if I'm a criminal, I run away
So today you said nothing when I left you
I hope I'm just a guy
Out of the many people
Who come and go in your life
I hope our little memories are like the sunset
Short and beautiful
Your face is still in my mind
I hope you can push me away happily
Sorry, sorry
I'm sorry I couldn't protect you
Hope you have a good life
Sorry, sorry, please forget me
Though it hurts"

Lisa, I feel like a criminal, who broke your heart. I couldn't protect you, I couldn't be with you when you needed me. I know I am the only guy in your heart, but I want you to change it. Please push me from heart and life, for you to be happy. 

Though I hate to say this, "Please forget me Lisa... Move on and find someone better... Please. You need to be happy. Forget me.. And I should forg-"

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-Author Anna.

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