the neighbor (Twice Jihyo gxg)

Chapter 27

Moments of the party were such a blur. I don't even know what I was doing half the time. Like now for instance.  I was holding Yerin by her waist as I was pressed against her on a door frame Like if we were a couple.

"Y/n! Hold me tighter!" I obeyed, and the tighter i held her closer to me, the closer our faces were to each other. A couple more squeezes, and we might be sharing lips. I wouldn't mind it either.

"You smell good." I blurted out as I was close enough to smell her perfume. She smirked at me and tilted her head so I can smell her neck. My head backed away a little, but for some odd reason, I just grazed my finger up her neck and traced her jawline. She seemed to like it as she bit her bottom lip.

"You had to much to drink didn't you." I shrugged at her and my grip on her was loosening. "Let's go find Siyeon." She took my arm and wrapped her arm around her shoulder and held me by my waist.

"Wait!? Siyeon is here?" I whined looking around at the people that were still around. It was still alot.

I wasn't expecting Siyeon to be here. Especially right now that I'm highly intoxicated. I didn't want Siyeon to see me this way or say anything The Pink Goddess related. I wasn't in the mood for that.

"Sua!" Yerin called out and Sua was there in the kitchen grabbing a water bottle. For what I remember, she did drink here and there whenever Siyeon and her were together, but Sua liked being the designated driver.

"Yerin! Whats up?" She smiled at me and pinched my cheeks. I half smiled and clutched onto Yerin tighter. "You ok y/n?" I nodded as she laughed, finding me amusing.

"She had a little to much to drink. Have you see Siyeon?" I turn to Yerin and notice how pretty she looked at the moment. "I think she might need to go home."

"I didn't even drink." I joked and it caused Yerin to laugh. I smiled like I accomplished a goal and kissed Yerin's cheek. "I'm fine though. I can walk home."

"No you're not. If you think I would let you walk home, Siyeon and Your family would have my head! Let's get you home. Siyeon has to go to. She had quite to much to drink to." Sua handed Yerin the keys to Siyeon's car and told her to help me to the back seat.

Yerin helped me through the party and towards Siyeon's car that was parked right outside of the house. I clutched onto Yerin and sighed when when I felt my phone ring. All night I had text flooding in left and right from The girls and Jihyo.

"Want me to answer it?" Yerin asked. Opening the backseat and helping me in.

"If it's Jihyo, don't answer." I rested my head against the headrest and she searched for my phone. When she found it and showed me it was Tiffany.

"Hey Tiffany. It's Yerin." Yerin spoke. "Don't worry, Sua's taking her home. She can pick up her car tomorrow." I began to hold Yerin's hand playing with her fingers.

She hung up the phone and bent down to look at me better. She handed me my phone back and smiled.

"You wouldn't answer Jihyo's call?" She sounded a bit shocked but also happy.

"No. I can't. If I do, I'll just be right there for her again." Yerin nodded at me and smiled.

"Do you mind coming with me, Yerin?" Sua asked helping a drunk Siyeon to the car. "Jsut so you can help me with Y/n, while I get Siyeon. "

"Thats my sister! What up!" I chuckled and threw my hands up in the air, and waving at her like I haven't seen her in years.

"I'm her sister!" I yelled and it caused Sua and Yerin to laugh like no tomorrow.

"Yeah I'll come with."

The car ride home, I kept singing along to the radio with Siyeon. She was having a whole concert up front, while all I did was just vibe. Yerin didn't. Mind it either. She just laughed and recorded us.

"Here we are." Yerin opened the door and helped me out.

At this point, I wasn't as intoxicated as I was at the party. So I was able to hold myself up, but I still needed Yerin to help guide me inside.

"Wait Yerin!" I stopped walking as we passed the swing on the tree. Sua and Siyeon continued to walk inside the house. "Let's stay here awhile." Yerin nodded and sat me on the swing. She stood in front of me and I brought her closer to me. "Can I ask you something?" She nodded. "Why do you like me?" She thought about it for a moment before removing my hair from my face.

"You're just different then what people normally think I'd date. I remember when we were younger, and Siyeon was laughing at something I did. I felt bad about it and you noticed. You told Siyeon off and she quit laughing so fast. You're nice, smart, caring, and just so humble." She shrugged. "I didn't think you knew I liked you."

"People have told me." She rolled her eyes and groaned.

"Yeah well high school sucks." She mumbled. "I know you don't feel the same way so you don't have to try and make feel better." I smiled sadly at her.

"I'm not doing anything." I mumbled. "I'm just going to try and forget about my feelings." I held on to the rope tightly as I pretend to lay down on the swing. Yerin ran over and bent down so we were eye level and kissed my forehead

"Want to talk about it?" She asked and I shook my head looking up at the stars.

"I drank tonight to forget, but that shit ain't working. I'm just thinking about Jihyo." She sat down and began to play with my hair, and rubbing softly at my cheeks. It was soothing.

"Drinking doesn't solve anything. Especially when you're in your feelings. It like heightens them 10x." I nodded agreeing with her.

"I can tell." I mumbled.

My mind was racing with what Jihyo could possibly be doing at Scenic. It was eating at my heart, and I felt like it was breaking.

"Don't cry." Yerin sighed and wiped my face. I didn't even know i was crying. I didn't even feel it. "Let's get you to bed." I nodded and stood up walking along side her. Sua was waiting in the living room.

"Want me to take you home?" She asked Yerin.

"Yeah. Thank you. I'm just going to help Y/n to bed." Yerin held on to my arm as we went up the stairs and to my room. "Ok. Are you going to change?" I shook my head. I wasn't in the mood. "You're going to sleep like that?" I nodded. "Fine." She helped me to bed and I smiled at her.

"Thank you." She nodded at me. "If I forget about this tomorrow, don't remind me about Jihyo please. Anything else sure, but not Jihyo." She nodded again. "One more thing, lock my window please and close the blinds." She didn't ask questions, she nodded, lock the windows, and closed the blinds.

"Sleep tight, Y/n." She walked over to me and pecked my lips. "I know you don't feel the same. But if you won't remember, please just let me have this." I nodded and pulled her closer to me and kissed her.

I didn't feel the same way I did when I kissed Jihyo, this was different. It was like kissing a friend, but I kissed her for her. As much as I would like to try with Yerin, I didn't feel the same as she did for me. I wasn't going to get into a relationship that I didn't feel things for. I wasn't going to do that to Yerin.i wasn'tgoing to hurt her. She deserves for someone to care for her, and respect her. She deserved the world and sadly I couldn't give her that.

"Thank you." She whispered as she pulled away.

"You will find someone who will love you and care for you the way you do others." I sighed. "You and Sua drive safe." I whispered and didn't remember what happened next.