BALI SUN ☀ [✔]

[15] I want to be close to you

We went around the restaurant and found the path that Lisa had talked about. Lisa was holding my hand in hers warmly but I needed more contact, so I clung myself to her whole arm and snuggled closer. She chuckled lightly at my clingyness. 

"You're different tonight..." she remarked, looking down at me and giving the hand that she was holding a tight squeeze while we walked along the path through the beautiful jungle. 

The path was dimly lit by led lanterns every few steps. It looked amazing and it was even more serene in here. The sounds of the restaurant had faded and there were only soft jungle sounds.

"Good different or bad different?" I asked her teasingly.

She huffed out a laugh. "Is that a trick question?"

"No it's not Lisayah." I assured her by snuggling my face to her shoulder briefly.

"You're curious... and more clingy tonight and I think it's really cute." she said and kissed the side of my head.

"I want to be close to you." I told her in a quiet voice. "But we're never really alone at the Villa..." It was true. I always hesitated to get too close to Lisa when our friends were around. And they were constantly around. I know Jisoo promised me to give Lisa and me space whenever we needed it and I knew that she meant it, but I still felt too weird about actually asking her for it.

Lisa stopped walking and turned to face me, taking my other hand in hers as well. "I want to be close to you too" she stepped closer and pulled my whole body into her. I threw my arms around her and snuggled my face into her neck. It was the most comfortable hug I've ever been in. I felt so safe in her arms. Like my world was complete.

What a beautiful thought. But also a scary one.

Lisa's arms held me so close. Not even a piece of paper would have fit between us. I felt her whole body against mine and it triggered my mind to think about what it would be like to feel her skin on mine. No restrictions between us. 

We stayed in that silent embrace for a good minute. Until I angled my face up and searched for her lips. She met me all too willingly. We kissed. 

This was like nothing I ever experienced. Lisa held me impossibly close and kissed me passionately. I was completely engulfed by her. Our surroundings faded away. I felt, tasted and smelled nothing but her. It was incredible. She made little humming noises into our kisses. It was like when someone made yummy noises while eating something super delicious. That's what it sounded like to me. 

"Can we have more nights like this please?" I sighed when our lips parted. I felt her hands slowly rub my back.

"Yes we can, Kitten." she promised me and kissed my forehead. "And we can make time to be alone at the Villa too... if you want." she searched for my eyes. I met her deep gaze and nodded. 

"We just have to be a little selfish" she added and winked. 

"Or not give a damn and just make out in front of them." I snickered mischieviously, surprising myself. Lisa laughed at that and her eyes sparkled beautifully. I could tell she liked it when I became a little more savage.

We continued to walk a little further and found the vulcano viewpoint. Stopping to marvel at the scenery, Lisa wrapped her arms around my waist from behind and placed her chin on my shoulder. I loved the intimate energy that was between us tonight. Maybe it was because we had shared rather private stories earlier.

"Gosh, Bali is so god damn beautiful!" I exclaimed. 

"It's the island of the gods. They made sure it's beautiful" Lisa chuckled lowly next to my ear. It made me shiver. Her voice sometimes had those deep intonations that sounded so very sexy, no matter what she said.