BALI SUN ☀ [✔]

[27] I am possessive

"What was that on the boat earlier? Did you and Jisoo fight?" Lisa asked me when we got into our shared bedroom of the little beach Villa that Rosé and I had booked. I let myself fall on the bed with my back first and huffed out some air.

"No, we weren't fighting... exactly... She was just being too nosy for her own good again..." I didn't want to tell Lisa that I had accidentally spilled about our little morning experience. She didn't need to know that.

"Oh. Well, you obviously handled her." Lisa snickered lowly and shrugged her shoulders. I snorted.

She let herself flop down on the bed too and proceeded to crawl up my body, leaving soft kisses on my exposed skin as she went. When she reached my lips she engaged me in a soft make out session, trailing one of her hands up and down my arm sensually. The movements of her tongue instantly heated me up. Was she thinking about sex? Because I sure was! It was the most prominent thought in my head ever since this morning. But I was a little sticky and salty from the boat ride and also my stomach started growling at the worst possible moment.

"We should eat something Baby." she smiled down at me when she let my lips go again. I raked my fingers through her beautiful hair while looking into her eyes.

"Why do you call me Baby?" I asked her quietly, completely ignoring the essence of her statement. Everytime she called me that, my heart wanted to jump out of my chest. And even more so ever since Rosé told me that Lisa had never called any of her past girls by a petname before. I watched Lisa blush. It was one of those rare times when Lalisa Manoban actually fully blushed and didn't know what to say.

"Do you... not... like it?" she looked embarrassed and a little worried.

"You silly monkey!" I laughed out. "I love it when you call me that!!! I just... wanted to know why you do it... because... Rosé told me that you've never done that before... with anyone..." I trailed off, becoming shy under her intense stare.

"Rosé has a big mouth apparently..." Lisa puffed out some air, her eyes straying away from me for a second. Oh Lisa, if only you knew what else Rosé has told me, I thought to myself but didn't say anything. She caught herself again and looked back down at me. "I do things with you because... I feel like doing them... like marking your pretty skin..." she placed a kiss to the first ever love bite she had given me. It was still visible a little. "... or calling you Baby..." she kissed my lips.

"What does it matter what I did or didn't do with other girls?" she breathed out softly.

"It doesn't." I shook my head slightly. "I just thought... that maybe you think what we have is... special... and that's why you do it." I felt my cheeks flush crimson at my confession. "Because... you're special to me... and I want you to know that."

Her deep eyes were staring into mine. Sometimes I really couldn't read her. This was one of those times and I got a little scared but then she spoke and her voice was deep, dark and soft like velvet. "You are special to me too, Jen. Very much!"

Did we just stick our toes into the unknown territory of talking about feelings? I felt all tingly inside from Lisa saying it back to me. It felt good. It felt safe.

I pulled her down to me once more to save the both of us from an awkward silence because neither she nor I had anything more to say at this point. She kissed me passionately until a knock on our door disturbed our private moment.

"Knock knock?" I heard Jisoo.

"Who's there?" Rosé sang in her lovely voice outside the door.

"Someone who's hungry and hopes her friends aren't busy otherwise...?" Jisoo again.