AMOUR || J.JK × Reader ✔

chapter 37 | Playful

"Do you still love me?" I dare to ask, needing her answer. I cannot wait anymore, I do not want to. I want her to be mine, and I do not want to waste time for longer.

A smile curves her lips up in a quick second, our eyes dived in each other's soul, and I feel the same expression grow on my face. "I do. A lot," she becomes shy now that the topic is more important and serious, but I step forth and cup her face with one hand to join our lips in a delicate manner, not holding back anymore, not even thinking twice. At this point, I just want to hold her in my arms, tell her I love her, tell her that I am hers and that I will never hurt her again.

I do not retreat after this mere physical contact full of sensations and craziness, I just separate our lips for a short second then pass my fingers through her hair, on the side of her head to hold it and kiss her more passionately. Feeling all the butterflies that I even forgot was possible to feel inside, and the rush of blood burning through my veins, I make it slow to not forget this, to not ruin it. Her shy hands touch my torso, and she kisses me back in a tender manner, sending insane feelings through me. This feels so good and thrilling. She makes my heart race so hard.

To not make it last too long, I caress her lips with the tip of mine, and I slightly pull away, my hand holding her jawline, I open my eyes and smile at her as she still seems overwhelmed by it and ready to feel my lips against hers again.

"I love you too, y/n," I stroke her cheek with my thumb, and I press one more kiss on her lips before pulling her in a hug, keeping one hand on the back of her head. She wraps her arms around my waist and squeezes me with her poor strength. "I do not want to see you go ever again, I need you, I'm ready to be there for you and make you as happy as I can, give all the love, care, and attention as I can..." I let some words that need to be gotten off of my chest. "I don't ever want this to happen again either. I thought...we would never be together. You can't even imagine how I'm feeling right now."

I regret causing her so much pain, but this was for a good reason, if I did not do it, we would maybe not be holding each other right now. We would have had to go through hard times because of me, that would have ruined us, and that would have made me feel even worse.

"You have no idea how I'm feeling either," I cannot help but beam, and I give a gentle squeeze to her waist and press a kiss on her neck. "And I don't want you to be scared or worried anymore," I caress her cheek and look down into her eyes. "I'm yours. All yours."

An expression full of soft delight brightens her features, and she bear hugs me. "I'm yours too."

I take a few more seconds to hold her and embrace her, both reveling in this precious moment. I know we just created a memory right now, and that is the most significant thing ever.

"I should go," I speak in a calm voice to not pressure her, and we both gaze at each other. "Yeah. See you tomorrow, and be careful on the road."

I lean forth to press one last kiss on her lips and smile at her. "I will. See you tomorrow," I give one more look at her and leave the house against my will.

I cannot wait to be tomorrow and see her again.

•••

7 pm.

I open the door of the house and come back home, but no time to take my shoes and jacket off, Hyejoon is already here to greet me with his adorable smile. "Daddy!" he hurries towards me, holding his teddy bear against him and wearing his onesie pajamas.

I smile and take him in my arms. "My baby boy, I missed you," I kiss his chubby cheek and hold him tight. He beams at me and puts his arms around my neck to hug me, so I make my way to the living room where my other son is, this one still eating pizza, shirtless with only a pair of sweatpants. "What is happening here?"