The Cullen Karaoke

Maybe That's How It Feels

Carlisle POV

My family has completely lost it, especially one in particular. Rosalie. She's always too wrapped up in herself to notice others needs, or wants.

"Think before you judge others, because who knows, they could be here today, and gone forever the next." Bell spoke, and tore out the driveway. It was meant to be a whisper, but it sounded like a scream in my ears. And all hell broke loose. Everybody started talking, more like yelling at each other, at once. It went as far as Jasper and Alice holding Rosalie's arms, and Edward in his stance to tear her head off. I had to end this.

Rosalie POV

I struggled in my siblings hold, and out of nowhere heard a loud voice. "ENOUGH!" I looked up and saw Carlisle, I've never seen him so mad, if he was human I believe he'd be very red in the face. He gave me a menacing look, and stalked toward me. Uh-oh. I'm in for it now.

"You... need to learn to think about others, needs and wants, instead of yourself all the time. Bella has been a guest, a sister, best friend, and a daughter to each and every one of us in this room. You need to accept that!" He yelled pointing at me. I felt ashamed. Stupid human has the best of us. She's a lot of good in this family, I never saw it until now, I saw her as a threat.

Carlisle POV

"You need to learn to accept others. And she's right, 'think before you judge others, because who knows, they could be here today, and gone forever the next.' Let those words sink in and maybe you'll und-" I was cut off by Alice giving a terrified scream. I turned to look at her and she was in a fetal position on the floor, her eyes glazed over in a vision.

"No! No! NO! NO! We have to save her, before it's to late. NOW!" Alice screamed from the floor before dashing to the table grabbing my car keys and throwing them at me, and then the keys to her car. "She's at La Push cliff." She looked at Esme and I in the eye before speaking. "She's gonna jump." She gulped, and if possible Esme and I went whiter than ever before.

I grabbed Esme and was out the door, Rosalie right behind us. We took our car, as Emmett, Edward, and Alice, took Alice's car. We speed off. The whole way there Rosalie apologized profusely, and the only answer she got from us is, 'It's not us that you have to be sorry too.' And she would begin dry-sobbing. Once we got to the boarder we ignored the treaty and ran through to the cliff. Sure enough there was Bella, end of her toes hanging off, and her arms spread like wings, looking up at the sky, while a light mist coated her face, and body.

Bell POV

I got to the cliff as quick as possible. One million thoughts were going through my mind at an unbelievable speed. Should I do this? Will it change anything? Will it matter I'm here no longer? This won't hurt the Cullen's will it? I'm just a helpless human, nobody can fix, can they? Then. My decision was made. I'm gonna do it. I stepped to the cliff, and looked over, watching the waves hit into the side of the giant rock, one jump, and I'm done for.

I left my toes hang over and leaned forward slightly feeling the wind whip my hair around my face, a light mist of ocean spray, and rain coated my body, making my think white shirt, and dark skinny jeans, look like second skin on me. This feels good. Relaxing even.

"Bella!" I heard someone scream. I ignored it, thinking it's just my mind playing with me.

"Bella, honey, come to daddy! We'll go home and make everything better. Don't leave us like this please." Carlisle. My daddy.

"Bella! I'm so sorry! I'm a selfish jerk, I didn't mean to hurt you. Please, please come back! You and I'll start over fresh!" Rosalie. She actually apologized and sounded sorry.

"Please, baby. Let's go home and watch your home videos, we'll listen to you sing and play, we'll join, and we'll put everything behind us and start anew." Esme. Always careing.

"Babe. I don't care what our future holds, right now, I just want to hold you. Don't do this. I can't go on without you." Edward the love of my life.

"Come on silly-Belly. We'll arm-wrestle and prank each other like we used to. Don't leave your big teddy-bear." Emmett. Such  dork, but so easy to love.

"I won't force you to shop any longer, I'll do what you want, and you wear what you want. I'll spend 24/7 with you." Alice. A shop-aholic, and the best sister.

"We can start hanging out more. I accepted you forgiveness from your birthday party, Bella. Come on, and we'll be the best of buds." Jasper. The emotions he is sending off is so high. Be sincere.

"I love you!" Was spoke in unison by everyone, but, Rosalie.

"I love you, Bella. God, I love you. I'm jealous because you're gorgeous, and I want to be like you, selfless, and put everyone at ease as soon as you walk in a room. I love you, Bella. Please." Rosalie begged, she was leaking venom tears, in fact, every one was.

I smiled lazily, waved, blew kiss and said, "I love you guys, but I bring you nothing but trouble. Maybe you'll have less trouble this way. Watch my videos, and never forget me. I love you!" I spoke firmly, but my words still shook, and overflowed with emotion.

I looked at the family, and out the corner of my left eye, saw another figure. Charlie. With a 22 rifle. Aimed at me. At least it won't take long. The Cullen's looked to where I was looking and gasped. Their reactions were a fraction of a second late. It was like time slowed down, and all you can see is this tiny silver bullet, headed right for my chest. I smiled and, began falling off the edge of the cliff as the bullet nipped my left shoulder.

One song in particular came to mind. 'Fly Away' by 'Sugarland'. And I began to sing.

Oh I swear this town, gets smaller everyday, and I'm waitin' for my chance, I'm gonna breakaway... I'm so sick and tired of what's being told what's good for me, people got lots of ideas, of who I'm supposed to be... Angel carry me oh so far away, may my body never touch the ground, and if I promise you, I'll be back someday, will you set me free so I can fly away. Fly away... Fly away...

I felt like I was flying, I felt, free, and care less. Maybe this is how it feels to die. Maybe this is how it feels to finally breakaway.

Esme POV

I just saw my youngest daughter jump, and be shot. I felt sobs flow through me, and felt an odd wetness on my face. Tears. Venom tears. The last words I heard from her mouth was her singing... "Angel carry me oh so far away, may my body never touch the ground, and if I promise you, I'll be back somedsy, will you set me free so I can fly away. Fly away... Fly away..." I'm gonna miss her singing to us so much. God, this is all messed up.

I fell into Carlisle's side and sobbed, truly sobbed, as well as he. The kids held each other and sobbed tears as well. Rosalie lay on the ground on her stomach looking over the edge of the cliff. Each tears, was meet by a body rocking sob. None of us are gonna be the same any longer.

Maybe that's how it feels to break completely apart, after losing your second child. Maybe that's how it feels, to never be hole again. Maybe that's how everything is supposed to feel. Empty. Gone. Never to be seen again. Maybe.