Arrowverse woman imagines

Lost memories (sara lance)

Ok so I don't think y'all can tell how much I love Sara I promise to do different people after this also your best friend is both Zaris and behrad I don't hate Zari 2.0 I just loved Zari 0.1 more and wanted Zarlie

Your POV

"Help" I spoke softly a blur a blue and red came crashing down "hey" I breathed out I try to smile but it doesn't work "oh my god y/n hang on" she fought everyone around us picked me up and brought me back to the D.E.O. When I woke back up I explained I have been in captivity and memory wiped the legends and would need help getting back on the team.

I got out of bed and changed into some better clothes Alex gave me "are you sure you should be back on the team right now I mean that must have been pretty traumatic" I smile "I'll be ok Kara I will be carful promise" I hug the blond and head towards the eldest sister "so I talked to Sara she said you could join them" the brunette put her arm around my shoulder I jumped a little "you gonna be ok out there" I nod leaning my head on her shoulders "I just want her back" Alex was about to speak but Sara walked in it took everything in me not to go kiss her I have to remember she doesn't know me.

"So this is the waverider I'm sure Alex filled you in and such make yourself at home and don't be shy to ask anyone for help" she seemed perky "ok thanks for letting me stay and help out" she smiles and keeps walking "greetings captain y/l/n it's been a while" I look at the ceiling and smile "I missed you too Gideon" I decide to walk towards my old room when I first joined the legends when rip hunter himself had us outcasts on the roof, I miss that guy.

I sit on the bed and think of what a long year it's been and how the fuck I'm gonna get myself out of this situation. I'm interrupted by Gideon telling me to go the the bridge "hey you seemed to found your way fast" I choke on air "uh yeah lucky guess" I was saved by the group walking in although something caught me off guard I see Zari her hair is different and her style she's standing by a guy that looks like Zari used to I don't recognize him "ok so simple mission I will take Mick, ray and Nate to look around while y/n,Behrad, Zari and Charlie stay behind and ready to back us up" my jaw dropped did she just say Behrad as in Zaris little brother the one that died I look back at Zari and breath out Zari you moron what did you do.

Once the A team leaves I storm into my room "Gideon what the hell happened is the timeline fucked up" I'm pacing around in a circle "no I don't detect anything captain" ugh that stupid loop hole thing she made "Gideon everything's so much worse now I'm all alone I can't fix this" I crumble to the ground "I'm afraid I have more bad news the more your around the team the more you'll scramble their brains without the memory of you it changed some of them but you being back and making more memories is pushing any hope of getting them back I'm sorry captain" tears start streaming down my face "I can't loose them" I whisper.

"Hey you ok" I hear a voice I turn around and wipe my tears "of hey B yeah, yeah I'm fine" he sits beside me "I doubt that you wanna talk about it" I looked down at his totem it started to glow "oh that's weird it's never done that before" he's right not without me touching it "no thanks" I get up and leave to the library "Gideon what places are safe from time getting to it" "vanishing point, Temporal zone, in a totem....." she continues to name more but one stuck of course "thanks Gideon" I walk out of the room "of course captain".

Everyone on the ship is sleeping I sneak into Zaris room she probably hasn't had the totem long so she won't notice as quick I put my hand on it and it falls off her wrist I sneak back out of her room and get set up to go in the totem.

I open my eyes "god I love drugs"
"Looks like you never changed" I look up and see my Zari sitting in a pile of pillows "Z!" I run over and hug her then I proceed to hit her "why would you leave me" I cried out "I'm sorry my brother could live I had to take my chance you'll be ok without me besides you have the other two look B is a guy version of me and my other self well don't kill her please look they can help you if you let them" I let out a breath "yeah I guess I just wish I had something to have you near me y'a know" she smiles and tosses me one of her red plaid shirt she always wore "hang on to it tight and think of it when you leave and it should leave with you" I hug her one last time "I love you so much" she wipes her own tears "I love you too I'm always here when you need me".