Arrowverse woman imagines

Goodbye (Laurel)

I walk on to the time ship wiping my tears "sara" I call out I see her sitting in the chair staring into the temporal zone "I know you said we can't save her but can you give me 5 minutes with her" she turns to look at me dark circles under her eyes seeing my sister in pain hurt "y/n/n you know I can't" I sit down "not to warn her or save her but to say goodbye I can even memory flash her so nothing changes I just want to say goodbye Sara please" more tears start to fall my sister sighs "yeah I guess we can work something out in the morning" I smile and hug the blonde "thank you" I breathe out we both sat there needing each other "what are you two doing up" Ava asks "I'm just saying goodnight" I say giving Ava a hug "goodnight" I run off to my room.

I wake up and go see Sara in her office "ok there's a 5 minute window where laurel goes for coffee and sits in the shop for a bit and your gone with me and Ollie" I nod walking through the portal. I see her through the window holding back my tears I go in and sit down "oh hey y/n I thought you left with Sara" I shake my head "uh no I mean yes I am supposed to but she can wait" I stumbled over my words "you ok y/n/n" soon as the nickname left her mouth I couldn't hold it in anymore Laurel came over and hugs me immediately "hey, hey what's wrong" I hug her back super tight making me cry more "I missed you so much Laur" I say between sobs "hey it's ok you saw me this morning" I shake my head "no I haven't seen you in a month and it's been the hardest thing I've ever had to do I try and stay strong for you but it's so hard because I could have done better I failed you Laurel I'm so sorry" more tears rushing down my face I didn't think it would be this hard Laurel wraps her arms around me again "hey listen to me you are not a failure y/n ok and whatever is going on I'm here and nothing is ever going to make me think you failed your my little sister and nothing you can do can ever make me stop loving you understand so how about we talk about it" I nod my head not having any words left. Once I was more stable I took a breath "I'm not me I mean from this time, I'm from the future well 3 months from now" she try's to process the information I just gave her "so that means" I nod "I'm sorry I shouldn't be doing this I'm not aloud I barley convinced Sara but I needed this I never got to say goodbye one morning you were here and the next you were gone and I hated myself for it" a single tear fell and Laurel is taking this well she put her hand on mine "y/n/n look at me I may be gone later but I'm here in this moment to tell you it isn't your fault however I die it has to happen and I would chose to die to let you and Sara live any day and I see you y/n your strong,smart and such a loving person and I'm so proud of you ok so you don't stop living understand you have to push past it and morn don't bottle it up I know you and you need to let it out so take this" she takes off her favourite bracelet "and everytime you look at it think of me ok and what I'm telling you I love you so much y/n/n I believe in you and I'm always watching" by now I'm balling my eyes out again and hugging My eldest sister "I love you too Laur so much" Sara walks in seeing us she starts to cry too Laurel puts two and two together figuring out that it's my Sara from my time she opens her arms for a hug Sara runs over and hugs both of us we are all crying and everyone is looking at us "I love you both so much ok take care of yourself or im gonna haunt you" we all laugh and go home.

Once we flashed Laurel me and Sara returned home not knowing how to feel I sat in the captains chair fiddling with the bracelet staring into the green void thinking of Laurels words she was right as much as I hated to admit it but I needed to see her it was the right call it hurt but it gives me closure Laurel was ready she didn't flinch as I zone out I hear a noise and turn to see nothing but my blanket on the floor the one Laurel got me for Christmas last year I can't help but smile at her keeping her word take care of yourself or I'll haunt you I pick up the blanket "I hear you Laur I'm going to bed now I love you" I say to air but I knew somehow somewhere my older sister was watching and listening.

This was sad yet cute idk enjoy sorry for the long time between updates life kinda sucks right now hope everyone is doing ok

-Z