Am I Manly?

Chapter 3

Kirishima's pov
*3 weeks later*
Hey shitty hair what are you doing for lunch and free period, bakugou asked as he walked up to me.
Not much im probably just going to study why.
Well we are all a bit worried about you so you are coming to lunch with us, ive noticed in the past few weeks you always come in get a small amount of food and leave like your ashamed then last week i went to the bathroom and i heard you throwing up so i know something is going on so im not taking no for an answer.
Shit how was I going to get out of this. I thought to myself.
I just looked down and nodded a bit.
Good now lets go he said as he grabbed my arm and dragged me to the cafe we went over to a table where I saw denki, mina, sero, and jirou sitting. We sat our bags down and we got in line to get food. I didnt want anyone to know i struggle with food so i tried to get more than I normally would i got a bowl of rice a piece of fish, an orange, and some water.
I paid for my food as the smell of it already making me feel sick to my stomach.
We got back to the table and we sat down.
I looked at the food as i felt like crying I picked up my chopsticks and i mixed the fish into my rice i took a deep breath and i took a bite, it tasted good but my brain was telling me no too many calories too many cards, i was gonna get fat from eating this, i managed about 8 bites before the feeling of sickness was overwhelming.
I jumped to my feet and i ran down the hall to the bathroomi went into the big handicap stall and i managed to lock the door before i fell to my knees as i started throwing up violently. I heard the door jiggle a bit and i heard someone sigh i soon felt a hand on my back as someone rubbed it softly.
I finished and i sat up as i leaned into the wall.
I looked up and i noticed bakugou was there.
I knew I was right. Kiri do you struggle with food? I looked away from him as i pulled my knees to my chest. I felt exposed, overwhelmed, and anxious.
Hey you dont need to be scared i only want to help you get better.
I shook my head.
Come on lets get you cleaned up and we can head to class together okay.
I pulled out my phone and i texted mr aizawa.
K-hey im going to use the hall pass im going to spend a bit with recovery girl im not feeling okay right now.
A- ill pass this onto mic for you, are you okay do you need anything to help you.
K-no i just want to be alone for a while im just really overwhelmed and anxious right now
A- all right ill have one of the students gather your work from that class for you
I sat my phone down when i felt a hand rest on my shoulder making me flinch and cover my head out of instinct.
The hand quickly pulled away.
Eijirou what happened to you? He asked with a frightened tone in his voice.
I just shook my head as i stood up and i grabbed my bag i rinsed my mouth out with water and mouth wash before i ran out and i went to recovery girls office.
I sat down on one of the beds as i pulled my knees up as i quietly cried.
She came out and instructed me to take my binder off.
I did as i was told and she handed me a blanket. I pulled my shirt back on and i wrapped myself up in the blanket.
Whats going on dear?
I just- can i just be by myself for a little bit please? I asked quietly.
She nodded and she placed a bottle of cold water next to me and she walked away.
A few moments pass by and i heard the door open and I heard a deep voice talking to recovery girl.
I soon felt the bed dip down a bit so i looked up and i realized it was mr aizawa.
Hey kid are you doing okay? I just shook my head.
Hey um bakugou came to talk to me he was really concerned about you, and thats a little strange coming from him he wanted me to come talk to you.
I just shut him out as i turned away from him.
You dont have to talk but the least you can do is listen.
Struggling with food isnt something to be ashamed of a lot of people do it some do it and not mean to do it and others go on a diet and lose sight of themselves. But its always okay to ask for help.
I just shook my head.
If I tell anyone or ask for help ill get in trouble, im already in a lot of trouble cause i cut and dyed my hair and i got the boys uniform and not the girls i said quietly.
I understans your mom isnt accepting of you kirishima but you cant blame your eating problems on her as well recovery girl said.
I just covered my ears as i put my head back into my lap. I felt him move off the bed.
I laid doen and i pulled the blanket over me as I continued to softly cry.
I heard the bell ring signaling the end of English so i wiped my eyes and i drank some water as i pulled my binder back on and i grabbed my bag i checked myself in the mirror and i fixed my hair.
I left the room and i acted like nothing happened i went to home room and i just sat in my seat.
Hey are you okay you werent in English class? Mina asked
She kneeled down so the others didnt hear me.
Im fine okay I was just having some problems and i was overwhelmed i just need some time alone to get myself back together i told her.
She nodded and she got up and went to her seat.
We were told to go put our hero costumes on for full combat training.
We grabbed our hero costumes and we went to the locker rooms i grabbed my stuff from my locker and i went to the stall i applied my KT and i pulled my costume on as i fixed the shirt part a bit so my tape wasnt showing.
I headed out and i met up with the class at a fake city that the school built.