Am I Manly?

Chapter 19

eijirou's pov
hey um guys i uhh dont really feel like doing anything further could we maybe just cuddle and i can tell you about what happened at my appointment ? i asked softly.
yeah baby of course you know we would never do anything like this if you didnt feel comfortable, come on and cuddle us and we will put on a movie and in a little bit ill go back us all some dinner, katsuki said.
i nodded as i climbed up to the top of the bed and i climbed into his lap and he hugged me as i got comfortable i wrapped my legs around him and i rested my head on his shoulder. izuku placed a gentle hand on my face and he leaned over and he kissed my head. is everything okay eij? he asked me.
yeah im just really dysphoric and i hate it and right now i just feel like crying, i said softly.
katsuki moved us so we were laying down baby you dont need to worry you know if your dysphoria is ever bothering you just come to us and we can help you in any way we can we just need to know when its happen so we know when we need to help you, he said softly as he ran his fingers through my hair.
izuku grabbed the remote and he turned on a movie called red notice with a very popular american actor in it that i really liked we watched the movie for a good 30 minutes till katsuki let go of me and he got up, ill go make us some dinner you guys just relax okay he said as he gave me a soft and gentle kiss before sharing one with izuku as well before leaving his room.
i cuddled up with izuku with my head resting in his lap as he played with my hair softly while we watched the movie together and we started the next one and when that one ended kat came in.
hey sorry it took me longer to make dinner i had to run to the store we ran out of honey and i was trying to make a honey sauce i wanted to experiment with a new receipt to see if you would like it he said as he sat a tray on the bed that had three plates and 3 cups of water.
so i know how hard fatty chicken is for you so i made sure to buy the chicken with the least amount of fat and i trimmed off whatever fat was left and i pan seared the chicken and then baked it and i put the homemade honey sauce over it and i wanted to see if you would like it i made sure it wasnt too sweet for you, he said as he handed me the plate.
i was a little hesitant but i picked up the fork and i took a bite, it tasted good but my stomach wasnt entirely agreeing with it, i was able to eat six pieces which made them both really happy this is our first time seeing you eat any meat other then fish your doing great if you cant finish we dont blame you. izuku said.
i just nodded and i sat the plate down and i grabbed the glass of water and i drank it down quickly and i put the empty cup back on the tray.
we watched the movie as i slowly snacked on the grilled green beans that were on my plate.
so ei tell us about this appointment what happened? kat asked.
well im getting surgery in 2 weeks, i said with a smile as i looked up at them.
i saw them both smile widely as they both pulled me up and close to them as they hugged me tightly.
baby we are so happy for you, izuku said with a big smile, and a laugh as he kissed my head.
katsuki pulled my head to look at him, and he leaned down and he kissed me passionatly, im so proud of you baby, he said after he pulled away.
i smiled and i leaned into him, and he hugged me and kissed my head gently, we finished the movie and we put our plates on my desk, and i turned over and i laid on my side and izuku pulled my blankets over me and they both cuddled up with me, and we all fell asleep together.
i woke up feeling a lot better, i got up and i saw them both still sleeping, since i take longer to get ready compared to them why not let them sleep in a bit.
i got out of bed carefully and i grabbed my uniform and my shower caddy and i went down to the washroom.
i opened the door and i saw iida, todoroki, and tokoyami standing at the sinks brushing their teeth and washing their faces and there was also 3 showers running so i took the one that was all the way at the end i stepped behind the curtain and i closed it as i stripped my pajama's off and i carefully hung them on the hook outside of my shower holding the shower curtain to my chest so no one saw anything.
i turned on the water and i showered scared that someone would see me so i tried to be fast.
i turned off the water and i reached out and i grabbed my towel and i dried myself off and i watched through the curtain as everyone else left so it was safe for me to get out and get dressed.
once the cost was clear i stepped out and i got dressed into my uniform and i brushed my teeth and i styled my hair and i grabbed my things and i walked over to the door and i opened it  but before i could walk out and close the door i heard one of the shower curtains open making my heart drop to my stomach.
i closed the door and i walked back to my room and i saw the sweetest thing my two boyfriends cuddled up together still sleeping.
i go over and i grab my phone and i take a picture then i gently woke them up, guys something just happened in the bathroom i told them.
kat quickly sat up and he looked worried.
what happened are you okay? he asked.
well i went to take a shower but there were other classmates in there so i tried to be careful i got undressed in the shower stall and i waited till everyone left before stepping out of the shower to get dressed but when i was about to leave i heard another one of the shower curtains open, there wasnt any other showers running when i turned mine off so no one should have been left some one was watching me get changed which means he knows now i can probably guess who it was but what if it wasnt him what if someone else in the class figured it out and wanted to get proof what if they took pictures im scared, i said as i sat back on my bed.
its okay when we go to school we can talk to mr aizawa and tell him what happened he can figure out who it was and make sure nothing happens after okay? izuku said as he lifted my head to look at him he gave me a smile making me smile back and he gave me a soft kiss. give us both a little time to get ready and we can go together. kat said as he kissed my head.
i nodded and they both got up and i grabbed my phone and i shot a text to mr aizawa asking if he could meet us early at the class room so we could have a talk.
about 15 minutes later they came back into my room and i grabbed my bag and i followed them out we quickly grabbed breakfast and we left for the school.
we got to the classroom and i opened the door to see both my dads waiting for us.
we sat down and i started to explain everything that happened and i could tell that they were both shocked.
okay we will tlak to the class when they get here but im sorry to say but this might actually out you to the class if you want to do it a different way you can but this needs to be talked about and we will talk to nezu about disiplinary actions for those responsible mic said as he came over and he gave me a side hug and he left the room to go talk to principal nezu.
hey you dont need to worry we will make sure everything goes okay and your safe okay? mr aizawa said as he pulle dme into a hug.
i know you didnt want anyone in your class to find out but sometimes its just the way life goes, he said.
thanks dad i said as he let go of me from the hug. he had a smile on his face as he went back to his desk.
we went to ours and we sat down. as we slowly watched the rest of the class filtering in once i saw mineta he gave me this disgusting look then laughed a bit as he climbed into his seat.
so we had an incident today and i just got word from principal nezu that when the culprit is discovered and if they do anything with this infomation that they learned it will be considered a hate crime. so what happened was a student in this class who is on the trans spectrum was in the washroom, and they said they waited till the washroom was empty so he could get out of the shower and get dressed but someone was hiding in the shower and spied on him while he got dressed, that is never okay so if you are the person who did this if you come forward the punishment will be less than what it will be if we figure it out ourselves. mr aizawa said.
i glanced over at mineta and he started smirking.
its not my fault that she choose to be a tranny why would someone choose something like that then to not only choose to be trans but to choose to be "gay" why would you want to do something like that its disgusting i mean look at this so many scars on such a pretty body. he said as he held up his phone to show the pictures of me he took. thats when i felt something inside of me snap and i stood up.
I FUCKING HATE BEING TRANS YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT ITS LIKE BEING IN MY HEAD I DIDNT CHOOSE TO BE LIKE THIS I DIDNT WAKE UP ONE DAY AND JUST DECIDE THAT I WANT A LIFE FULL OF HATE, AND ABUSE AND NEGLECT BECAUSE IM TRANS I LITERALLY HAVE AN EATING DISORDER BECAUSE OF MY MOTHER I WAS BEATEN TILL I WAS ALMOST DEAD BECAUSE OF IT, SO NO ITS NOT A CHOICE ME BEING TRANS IS LITERALLY A NIGHTMARE TO ME ITS PUT ME THROUGH SO MUCH TRAUMA THAT SOMEONE MY AGE SHOULD NEVER HAVE GONE THROUGH I NEVER WANTED ANYONE IN HERE TO FIGURE IT OUT EXCEPT THE ONE PERSON WHO KNEW ME IN MIDDLE SCHOOL AND THE 2 PEOPLE THAT IM SEEING THEY SHOULD HAVE BEEN THE ONLY ONES WHO KNEW YOU HAD NO RIGHT TO DO WHAT YOU DID I HOPE YOU ROT FOR WHAT DID. i screamed i ran out of the room and i just kept running and running till i was at a familiar park it was my park. i climbed up into the my tunnel and i just tuned out the rest of the world