Eijirou's pov
i woke up and i went to my bathroom i jumped through the shower and i got dressed, i went downstairs and i saw the bins sitting on the table i didnt really feel like i could try it today, i went to the kitchen and i made myself a cup of tea and i i sat on the couch and i turned on the tv i cuddle dup with one of the blankers while i waited for the others to come down.
a few minutes later aizawa came down and he looked at me, hey did you wat anything yet want me to make something? he asked
um no im okay its one of those days i guess where everything is repulsive to me but i did make a tea that is high in protein so i guess thats something right? i said back
it does count for something but not a lot how about i make you one of your shakes and you can take it to school with you i will make a couple extras and keep them in the teachers lounge fridge and if you feel hungry at all through out the day you can go grab one but i know me saying stuff like what im about to sayh may sound like im controling your food but i promise im not all im trying to do is help you recover but i want you to drink at least 1 full shake today i will bring three but i want you to drink at least one these are high enough in protein that you should be able to be authorized for your surgery in about months maybe. he said.
i just nodded hated the idea of eating right now but i dont want to make him disapointed in me.
i got up and i went to the kitchen.
can we just do a basic easy flavor today maybe just honey and yogurt? i asked cautiously.
its okay i understand some days will be harder then others for you and i know yesterday was a big disapointment for you but if today all you want is easy and simple thats what we will do. he said as he plugged in the blender.
i went to the fridge and i pulled out the carton of almond milk, and the yogurt, i sat them on the counter and i grabbed the giant jug of protein and the honey and i sat it next to him.
he poured everything in and he poured it into one of my travel cups it was pretty big but it wasnt too bad i guess it will just take me a while to get through all of this.
i watched him pour it into the cup and he handed it to me.
i know today is going to be hard for you if you ever feel overwhelmed or anything let me know and you can use your access to the teachers lounge to calm down okay but please tell one of us if your not feeling okay? he asked.
i know i promise and i think the hardest part for me will be training today. I said
It's okay today isn't a training day so you'll be okay, he said as mic came down the stairs he grabbed a cup of coffee and some toast and we all grabbed our bags and we left.
we got to school and we all went to the classroom together.
hey we are gonna do group projects today so you can just hang out at my desk while mic and i move the desks around? aizawa asked me.
i just nodded i went over to his desk and i sat my bag down and i sat down in his chair and i pulled out my phone and i opened the group chat with katsuki and izuku.
E- hey guys its not a great day for me, just keep checking on me through out the day please.
K- whats the matter ei?
I- do you need us to come get you and walk to school together?
E- yesterday at the doctors drained me im still very deeply in a depressive state i thought a swim would help but it didnt, im already at school.
K- okay baby im on my way over to deku's house to get him then we are heading your way have you eaten yet do you want us to pick you up something?
I- yeah i live near a great little cafe that has amazing breakfasts we can get you one?
E- its okay aizawa made me a shake today its a hard day
K- okay thats okay we will be there in ten
i closed the group chat and i sat my phone down.
i watched as they moved the desks around into groups of three.
a little bit later the door opened and i smiled a bit when i saw izuku and kat.
they came over to me and they both dropped their bags. i stood up and i was engulfed in a hug, i hugged kat back tightly as i rested my head on his shoulder as i felt izuku softly rubbing my back.
kat pulled my head away and he placed his hand on my face and he gave me a soft smile, he pulled me close and he kissed me gently i turned around and i leaned back into him, he wrapped his arms around my waist as izuku came over and he gave me one of his beautiful smiles and he kisses my cheek, i love you ei. he said sweetly
i love you too izu i said softly.
hey i brought you something figured it might help you he said as he let go of me and he bent down and he opened his backpack he stood up and he handed me a small little crimson riot squishy stress toy. thanks izu i love it, i said as i gave him a quick kiss. the rest of the class will be here soon so we better go sit down i said,
they both just nodded.
you three can sit at that group in the front aizawa said and eijirou i want to see you trying to drink your shake through out the day okay if you cant finish it thats fine but i want you to try. aizawa said
i just nodded and i sat down at my desk they both sat next to me and soon the door opened and the rest of class started to filter in and aizawa told them what the groups were and where they were to sit at, once everyone sat, mic gave him a wave and left the room.
okay everyone todays project will be about foreign pro heros you can pick any pro hero that isnt japanese you have a week for research and another week to work and present the presentation so pull out your laptops, phones, tablets and lets get started i have to grade some papers then im taking a nap, he said.
i laughed a bit to my self and i pulled out my laptop and i sat it int he middle of all of us and i logged in and i opened my search engine and izuku pulled it over to him.
so i was thinking we could do an american hero one who isnt well known by others but has done great work? he suggested.
i just nodded that sounds good to me. we started our research and we found a hero from a small town in bangor maine( A/N: one of my hometowns)
that had a cool transformation quirk ( A/N: the quirk and character will be based off an OC of mine named onyx with a mythical transformation quirk)
we actually found a lot of infomation on them it never actually specified what their gender was all the articals i found said they or them.
hey i kind of have an idea when we leave tonight we hang out at my place and i kind of want to call the agency there and ask some more in depth personal questions that we cant find on here? i asked.
that sounds like a good idea but we have to be weary of the time difference if we dont get an answer we can leave a message and ask them to call us back, izuku said.
i just nodded with a smile we got a lot of notes taken, till the bell rang.
the rest of the day went by fast and the final bell rang and i grabbed my bag and my cup i felt ashamed that the cup was only a quarter full i know he said he wouldnt be mad but im still scared he will be mad that i didnt finish it.
i went back to his classroom and i opened the door and i saw them both there moving the desks back aroud.
hey ei how you doing? mic asked.
im okay i guess kind of just want to go home izuku is going to come over tonight to work on the project if thats okay?
yeah thats fine bakugou not gonna join you as well? aizawa asked
um no he said his dad needed his help with something at the house tonight so its just going to be me and izuku. i said.
hand me your cup real quick i just want to check it? aizawa said.
i felt my head drop as i handed him my cup.
hey its okay you drank a lot of it if you really want to finish it you can drink the last of it on the way home, he said as he put his hand on my shoulder i just nodded.
we left and we got in the car and we headed home. we pulled into the drive way and we got out and we went inside.
im gonna go up and get set up for when he gets here i told them as i put my cup in the sink.
they both nodded and i went up to my room, and i pulled my laptop out of my bag and i sat it on the bed and i plugged it in, and i laid out my notebooks i got changed into some comfy clothes .
a little while later there was a light knock on my door and it cracked open.
hey babe, he said as he came on and he sat on the side of my bed.
looks like your ready to get started, he said with a smile.
how about we just relax for a bit take a break from learning and researching i mean we were just at school for 8 hours, he said with a smirk, i smiled a bit as he grabbed me and he laid us down on the bed i was facing him, as he ran his fingers across my face you are doing so amazing ei im so proud of you your amazing baby, he said softly as he kissed my head.
i smiled a bit and i wrapped my arms around him, as i laid my head onto his chest.
you know ei when you cuddle like this you really look like a bottom, he joked
i laughed a bit, oh yeah well i bet i could top you i bet i could turn you into a switch i said back up looking into his eyes.
there was a small knock on the door and it cracked open, hey hizashi and i are going to go run some errands you guys behave okay ei is there anything you need from the store?
um yeah i need a new bottle of honey, you know the kind i like, and we are getting low on protein powder, i said. he nodded and he left.
maybe we could have some fun now that we have the house to ourself, i said with a smirk as i got out of his arms and i pushed him back and i straddled him he flipped me over and pinned my hands above my head.
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Am I Manly?
Fanficmy name is eijirou kirishima and im a trans man, but my problem is i only have one supportive parent and the other one the complete opposite. TW: gender dysphoria, transphobia, misgendering, ED, talk of ED, parental abuse.