GOBE NA (My Future)

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Red suit ne jikinsa babu abunda ke fita daga jikinsa sai kamshin turare, kallona kawai yake sai dai ba irin kallon da ya saba min kamar zai cinye ni ba, wannan karon ido a lumshe yake kallona kamar mai jin bachi. Nikam gaba daya jikina rawa yake ban tana ganin a fili ba ba a taba min irin haka ba ban kuma saka ran wani zai min ba, juyawa nai na karewa office din kallo na sake kallonsa daga ni sai shi ne a office din amman na kasa yarda cewar da ni nake, na kasa yarda ba mafarki nake ba har sai da na runtse ido ya bude na sake runtsewa na bude sannan na yarda ba mafarki nake ba, daman shine mamakin da yace zai ba ni? Na nuna kaina sai ya gyada min kai.

“Will you be my wife for the rest of my life?”

Ya fada da bakinsa still yana duke a gabana, hannunsa rike da dan karamin box da zobe ciki. Rasa nai abunda zan yi idan na ce masa no ransa ba zai masa dadi ba, sai dai be kamata yai min haka ba at least i need to think ina bukatar nai shawara, but what else i can say more YES.

“YES.....YES....YES...”

Na maimaita har sau uku ina gyada masa kai idanuwana na cika da kwalla da ban san na minene ba, rashin ba ni damar yin tunani ko shawara ko kuma mamakin abun ko kuma amsawar babu shiri? Ko kuma na bakuntar sabon al'amari? Ba zan ce na murna ba dai domin a yanzu ban zan iya tantance a halin na ke ba farinciki ko akasin haka?

“Oh Yes Babe my search is done”

     Ya furta, gaba daya hannayensa ya hada ya matse sosai ya runtse idonsa yana wani irin murmushi da ba zan ina fassarasa ba, sannan ya mike tsaye ya kama hannuna for the first time ya yana kokarin saka min zoben da nake mamakin yadda akai ya san size din yatsuna, after ya saka min zoben mai haske da kyalli kamar na gold sai dai wannan zaiba ne, kallona yai ya dora hannunsa saitin zuciyarsa.

“You're here in my heart, you're my destiny, you mean to be mine, so let's give love another life....”

Faduwa yai gabana kamar mai neman gafara ya jimke hannayensa ya lumshe ido.

“Duk yadda zan fada miki irin farincikin da nake ciki a yanzu, to zan yi karya ne kawai, but i can promise you one thing nothing can keep us apart, all i want is to live with you, i will be someone that you can always turn to, i will be everything you want, you mean the way to me, i will fix what it broken, Lims i need you”

Sai kuma ya mike tsaye yana kallona da murmushin da zan iya kiransa da dariya, ya zagaya bayana ya zagayo ya sake haka kusan sau hudu sannan ya sake tsawa a gabana yana sauke numfashi, har lokacin ina tsaye a gurin ina murza zoben da ya saka min, har lokacin bana jin murna farinciki, bakinciki damuwa ko akasin haka, I'm not happy kuma i'm not sad. The way da yake fadi wasu maganganu sai na ji kamar ba shi ba, domin a yadda yake a da zaka iya rantsewa Ahmad ba zai iya furtawa wata kalar so ba, watan kuma ni Halima, dana dago sai idanuwa suka sarke cikin nasa na saka kawarda nawa, shi kam daman kamar hakan yake so sai Murmushi yake sakar min, hawaye ne suka sauko min, sai ya matsa kusa da ni sosai.

“You should know this love i share was never mean to die, co's i don't wanna see you cry, i will never treat you bad, ban tana yarda so nake ba sai Lims kin san yadda nake ji a raina? Kamar na dauke ki na hade you're the queen of my heart, wani irin farinciki nake ji marar misaltuwa”

Ya shafa kansa tare da daga kan sama yana busar da iskar bakinsa, ya nufi gurin windows office dina ya tsaya sai kuma ya juyo ya kalleni.

“Ba zan iya tuna ranar da wani farinciki ya same ni kamar haka ba....”

Maballin gaban suit din ya bude ya nufo inda nake ya kama hannuna ya dora saitin zuciyarsa.

“This where you belong, i hold you close to me”

Da gaske zuciyarsa bugawa take da mugun karfi kamar zata fado kasa, duk yadda nake jin bugun zuciyata nashi ya ninka nawa sau dari, janye hannun nawa nai har lokacin na kasa cewa komai, bakina yayi nauyi sosai a kaina kuma ina jin kamar babu wasu kalmomi ciki, a hankali na ji ana busa min iska a idona sai na lumshe ido ina shakar iskar bakinsa mai kamshin strawberry, har na daina jin iskar ban bude idon ba sai da na ji an bude kofa an fita sannan na bude idon a hankali, ban ganshi a gabana hakan ya tabbatar min da cewar ya fita daga dakin kenan. Kujera na nufa na dauke fulawar rose din ya zauna na rumgume ta a hannuna ina ta kallonta kamar ance min makomata tana ciki, na hade yawun bakina yafi a kirga kamin ya sake duba daya zauna a hannun kamar dan ni akai shi, kamar ance na juya na kalli windows sai na hango shi tsaye yana kallona. A wunin ranar kasa aikin komai nai sai jikina yai kamar wacce akai wa allurar rashin kuzari ga kuma magana da na kasa cewa komai, gaba daya sai m afka duniyar tunani, i think kuma ia say i will never fall in love, amman me kenan? Ko da yake ba zan ce ina son Ahmad ba kuma ba zance na tsane shi ba, amman makomar yarana fa? Shi ma zau dauke su kamar yayansa? Ko kuma zai yi min irin na Abdulhamid ne? Mahaifiyarsa za tai maraba da ni ko kuma dai ita ma kamar Hajiyar Aminu da ta Abdulhamid take? Da gaske zai iya rike ni tsakani da Allah ko kuma a a, ba zan iya gano haka a yanzu ba all what i have to do is nai Istihara na sanarwa Allah matsalata na kuka masa damuwata sannan na nemi mafita a gurinsa, na nemi zabinsa a tsakanin auren Ahmad ko akasin haka.
  Na sani duk yadda zan tsorata da auri ko na guji aure, shine dai matarba da cikar kamala ta, shine zai kare mutumcina yai min katanga daga duk wani abu da zai iya samuna a kafin igiyar aure, so ba ni da wani zabi da ya wuce na kaunaci sunnar manzo na nai bibiyaya ga Ubangijina, kuma na yarda da wannan kaddarar ko da kuwa ita ma kamar wadancan take domin shine cikar imanina.
  Kamar ance daga ki gani sai ganin mutum nai jikin kofar office din ya rumgume hannayensa yana kallona, sai murmushi yake kamar wanda be taba shiga damuwa ba, kamar jira yake na dago sai ya karaso ciki ya tsaya gaban teburina yana min kallo daya saba.

“Za ki yi magana da Hajiya ta yanzu nan, tace tana son magana da ke, bata yarda da ni ba”

Ya fada min a hankali kamar mai magana da yaro karami yana son ya fahimta. Be jira cewata ba kamar yasan ba abunda zan fada din ya ciro wayarsa ya kira number ta ya saka a hands-free sannan ya kwanto jikin teburin yana cigaba da kallona, kamar wanda kallon nawa yake kara masa karfin ido. Ina jin lokacin data dauka sai yace.

“Hajiya ga ta”

Ya miko min wayar ni kuma na mika hannu na karba ina kallonsa kamar mai tunanin abunda zan yi da ita.

“Yata.... Da gaske ne abunda Gwarzo ya fada min? Wai kin amince za ki aure shi.....?”

“Eh haka ne...”

Kamar an matsi bakina haka maganar ta zo min subul da baka. Shi kuma sai ya turo bakinsa ya aiko min da kiss marar sauti daga inda yake tsaye.

“Alhamdulillah Allah mun gode maka, Allah ya tabbatar da alheri a tsakaninku, ya kawardar fitina da sharin sheidan da na zuciya, ya kawar da idon makiya”

“Amin”

Wannan karon shi ya amsa yana wani lumshe ido.

“Yanzu kin yarda?”

“Na yarda kuma na fi kowa farinciki zan yi ma Siyama wannan albishir din, Allah ya maka albarka, kai da kanka ka nemo matar ka I'm very happy”

murmushi yai ya yanke wayar, ni kuma na mike tsaye na fara shirin tafiya.

“Daga yau idan na fito daga gida zan biyo na dauke ki, idan kin tashi aiki kuma ni zan kai ki”

“Amman....... ”

“Shiiiiiiiiii”

Ya dora hannunsa saman bakinsa yana min alama da nai shiru.

“Kuma idan kin je gida ki bar mahaifiyarki ta san abunda yake faruwa, nima zan yi magana da Hajiya zata sanarwa wadanda ya kamata ina son dai cikin satin nan na tabbatar da gaske kin zama tawa, idan an daura aure ban ki ba amman ba zan yarda sati ya shige ban biya sadakin wannan kyakkyawar Babyn ba”

The way da yake magana ban ga alamun da wasa yake ba, amman ya yake min haka kamar mai ba ni aiki? Ko dai ya manta ni bazawara ce? Wani irin biyan sadaki a yanzu kamar wanda ya matsu ko kuma nace wace aka gaji da ita? Anya yau Ahmad lafiya yake kuwa? Daga zancen saki aure sai kuma maganar manya su shiga lamarin kamar wani abunda ba gaske ba? Daman a cikin surprise dinsa har da wannan ko kuma yanzu idea ta zo masa? Kamar wacce yai ma wani magani sai na kasa ce masa komai sai kallonsa nake ina mamakin al'amarinsa.

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Finally Halima tace Yes to a bani goro 🙄