*kaitlin's POV*
I had been with calum for almost 4 months now and I'm pretty sure he's the one, the perfect one.
He's the one that will be there in any of my moods, whether If I'm happy or even to the point where I want to kill everyone , he's there.
Finding your other half is amazing, you have this feeling inside of you that you can't even explain how it feels.You want to be with them all the time and when it's time for you to say bye to them you miss them a lot.
This feeling is Amazing and I don't think I want this feeling to go away... Ever.
"Calum!" I squeaked as he licked my face
"Stop" I whined
He just stuck out his tongue and ran off laughing, I chased him but he was running too fast
We both fell to the ground and started laughing.
*alana's POV*
"I want something like that" I heard Luke say, I just nodded and smiled.
" I do too" I said softly
"It must be nice to have someone who will be there with you for the rest of your life, I wonder how it feels to love someone" Luke said, everytime we hanged out like all of us it seemed that Luke and I would always be left behind alone.
And everytime we were left alone he would always start talking about things like this.It made me wonder why.
Why would he always talk about this with me? Because when others were with us he always seemed to have other topics but when it was just us two it would always be about this.
"Luke why do you always talk about this?" I asked him
"Because I want to feel something like what they feel" he whispered and after that we didn't talk
20 minutes had passed and still nothing was said
Luke sighed and said something under his breath I think I heard "with you" but I could be wrong, I had asked him what he said and he just shook his head and said nothing.
We watched how Calum and Kaitlin played and kissed and ran around.
When we had finally went home Sky had ran up to us and giggled,Kaitlin just bit her lip and looked away.
Sky hasn't talk to Kaitlin for a while now, she always comes up to me or the other boys but never Calum or Kaitlin... It's like they don't even exist to her.
I've tried asking her about it but she just ignores me or always changes the subject, Kaitlin just pretends she doesn't notice but we can all tell that it hurts her to see that her "daughter" had ignored her.
We were all close at first but now it feels like everyone is distancing themselves away ... Well actually really it's just Calum and Kaitlin.
We have thought about telling them but we just decided not to.
*Kaitlin's POV*
Watching sky ignore me really upsets me, I don't why but i feel like I did something to her that made her act this way and it upsets me that she's this way.
I chose to ignore it and just looked away.
We all ate and watched movies for the rest of the day.
Yes I know really shitty but at this point I really don't care and I'm sorry I didn't update that day I said I would but things got good and now they're bad again and I'm really sorry but I just don't think I will be updating for a while .. Again I'm really sorry to upset you But honestly I'm just going to stay away from social medias and I really don't give a fuck If you guys are angry at me like fuck those who are angry that I can't update bc I'm having fucking problems like I'm fucking sorry but I'm pretty sure that the way I feel is way more important than a fucking story anyways bye
Love you all
(1•12•15 E.R) :(
