The picture on the side is Kaitlin for those who didnt know
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*Luke's POV*
I sat on the chair,a girl came over and sat next to me and started to talk to me,she'd often lean forward just to show her boobs.
I don't know her name,she told me but eh whatever I probably won't see her again,she would just be another stupid girl trying to hook up with me.
I may gotten laid 2-3 times but still that doesn't mean I will do it at every party.
Oh my,but this girl is so desperate,so I sat her on my lap and let give me a little 'lap dance' pffftt whatever if lap dance consist of falling down and spilling her drink all over me than yeah.
Alanna walked in,I swear I heard angels sing and light around her.Or it's just the effect of being drunk
She caught me staring at her,she never broke eye contact with me until,Ashton came behind and wrapped his arms around her waist.
I turned to look at the bimbo Infront of me,I cupped her cheeks and kissed her.I ran my fingers over her curves,and she put her hand under my shirt and ran her fingers up and down.
She licked my bottom lip,asking for an entrance which I gladly granted.
Oh my god! She great at kissing but my this girl is so thirsty.
I looked around for Alanna,she stood there with a hurt expression on her face,Ashton grabbed her arm and dragged her outside.
I pushed the girl away and went to pour myself another drink.I could feel tears threatening to spill.
No not tonight,Alanna is just some stupid girl falling for Ashton,I mean he is way better than me,more buff,and more attractive than me.
I don't think I can compete against him,Alanna already chose him so I guess I have to move on.
"Luke are you ok?"I wiped my tears with my sleeves and turned around to see who it was.
Kaitlin she was standing there with her hand on my shoulder. "No I'm not fine,I'm so stupid" I cried,she pulled me in for a hug.
"Your not stupid Luke"she whispered as she traced circles on my back.
"Yes I am,I just lost Alanna,she's with Ashton,and I bet they are dating" I said and threw my drink on the floor.
"Luke stop it they're just friends,I mean I bet she likes you" her blue orbs stared into mine,I believed her.
"But they kissed"I sobbed
"It's probably a mistake,did she look hurt"she asked
"When she saw me kiss this girl yeah"I said scratching the back of my neck,she slapped my forehead.
Owww,that hurt
She rolled her eyes.
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It's about 12 am and people just bearly woke up and started to leave.Kaitlin came down grabbing her head,she stood infront of me and banged her head on the wall.
I chuckled "Here" I passed her the pain killers.
She took them and swallowed them followed by water. "Come let's go pick up Sky" she said
"Why me?" I asked jokingly,Of course I had to go I mean she is also my daughter.
"Hey do I need to remind you,along with the others,agreed to be her parents"she said
We walked to car,I started the engine and Kaitlin was giving me go directions.
We stopped Infront of a nice two story house,it wasn't big but small either.
Sky walked outside and said goodbye to her friend...boy.
Kaitlin sat her on her seat.
"Kaitlin why would you let her stay at some kids House? Especially a boy?"I playfully scowled
She rolled her eyes "There just kids,maybe they'll be friends for ever and when there older they will fall in love with eachother?"she said,but i knew she was playing around.I dont think Sky will have that typical cliche love story,hell she isnt even going tobe aloud to have a boyfriend.
I drove back home,we walked through the stony path.
*Kaitlin's POV*
As soon as we walked inside,Michael ran over to me,kissing me,hugging me
"Get away from me,if you dont remember were not together anymore"i angrily said,i pushed him off me and ran upsatairs to my room
My back was fully pressed against the locked door,i slid down trying to keep the tears from spilling,i covered my mouth to keep sobs away.es
Go ...grab the razor....oh forget the razor break the mirror its close,remeber all the good it do
"KAITLIN OPEN THE GODDAMN DOO'' i heard Alanna scream,instead of doing what they asked me i broke the body lenght mirror,i grabbed the sharpest piece and slit my wrist,i continued until i heard about 15 slahes in both wrist
just go die already,they just wanted to hurt you...again,you dont deserve this pain...you need to leave
i went to the restroom and grabbed the pills i had hidden,incase of one day i really wanted leave this fucking world for good,
i swalllowed a couple pills first,then the rest.My hands were shaking and my arms were bloody.\
i cant do it no more,he just wanted to play with me...like Blake
'i need to leave before it starts all over again'i said, My eyelids were getting heavier,i laid on my bed and clutched my teddy bear
''ill be with you soon daddy and sissy'i whispered before closing my eyes,then everything went black the last thing remember is someone sticking there fingers down my throat
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