*Calum's POV*
It's been a week since Kaitlins mother died and I haven't talked to Kaitlin for that entire week,she would always be in her room locked up staring at the wall or nothing,i watched how her eyes got glossy and how she bit her lip to prevent her from crying but always failed.
She ignored everyone,even Sky who has also been feeling really sad lately.
What I really don't get is why is she acting like this? her mother never really loved her,i saw how bad she was with her
Yeah do you remember when you were bad to her too?
Asshole
Oh shut up
Anyways back to Kaitlin,No one has really tried to talk to her either she's all alone.The first couple days we tried but she never answered she'd only come outside to drink water but whenever no one was here.
I climbed the tree and tried opening the window which was closed.I tried to pull hard and I knew it made a loud noise but She didn't bother looking.
I kicked the window hard enough to make the glass shatter.Kaitlin didn't even glance at her now broken window.
Her legs crisscrossed ontop of her
White sheets which were stained with blood droplets....Her hair loose flowing down her back and a little bit messy.Her eyes were bloodshot red,probably from lack of sleep and all the crying.
I sat next to her,I wrapped an arm around her shoulder,she just cried and cried.I touched the other side of her head making it rest on my shoulder.
"It's alright"I whispered hoping to get her to calm down
"No it's not...im lonely ...all alone again"she sobbed
"Your not alone you have me"
"Your going to leave me like everyone else"
"Nope...because I love you"
She stared at me in disbelief and I smiled at her hoping she'd believe me.
She went back to looking at the wall
"You can't love me"she whispered loud enough for me to hear
I furrowed my eyebrows and asked her why
"Because I'll break your heart,and then you will hate me forever,im to full of shit you'll leave me soon"she said
I mumbled a quick never but she didn't hear.
I stood up and I reached out for her hand which she rejected,i grabbed her by the waist and carried her out the bedroom into the living room.
*Kaitlin's. POV*
Calum basically carried me to the living room and I decided to go against arguing because no matter what I say he won't do it.
When we reached the living room Everyone just stared at me emotionless...like if they were afraid of me.Sky ran behind Alanna and I heard Alanna whisper her a small okay.
I tried to swallow the lump in my throat.
I opened the door and just walked away from all of them,i shakily took out the cigarette from my pocket where I kept a pack.
I sat on the bench and did a couple smoke rings.
A boy about my age and quite attractive sat next to me.I turned to him "yes?"i said rather rudely
He shook his head "you looked lonely so I thought I'd give you company"he said and I rolled my eyes
"I'm perfectly fine alone."i said although I knew it was a lie,he took the cigarette out of my grasp.
He took a couples puffs then handed it back "You know there's this club opening and I've been told it's always crowed"he said and just stared at me meaning he was asking me to go
"Is that your way of asking me to go to a club?"i said and smirked
"Maybe"
"Then yes I'll go...i need a drink anyways."i said and walked back home
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I looked at myself in the mirror one last time,just to make sure everything was alright.
Honestly I don't know why I agreed to go to a bar with this kid, I don't even know him,for all I know he could be a rapist.
He doesn't look like that though
He looks nice,and like a really good boy.
I walked downstairs and ignored everybody's gaze.I tried opening the door which was locked,I pulled and pulled.I turned around to see Calum smirking.
I rolled my eyes and walked passed him grabbing a chair and running to my room.
I heard Almost everyone screaming and swearing at me so I locked the door and I broke the newly fixed window and threw the chair at it.The glass shattered and I just climbed onto the tree.
I flipped The boys who's head were poking out of the broken window.
I followed the directions whos name I need to find out.
I looked around for the brown haired boy.I spotted him dancing with some slurry girl.I rolled my eyes and asked the bartender for a random drink.
I chugged the small drink "Thought you'd never come"i heard that familiar voice.
"I said I was coming so here I am"i said rather rudely.He just nodded and asked for a drink just like mine.I turned to face him
"What's your name?"i asked
He chuckled "You came to a bar with someone you just met and don't even know his name? for all you know I could be a psychotic serial killer"he said
"Well I don't think psychotic serial killers would say that their killers,now would they?..."i paused to take a sip from my 3rd drink "what's your name"i said
"Alex"
"Alex?"
"Alex. What's your name girl-who-comes-to-a-bar-with-stranger-she-met-in-park"he said and I chuckled at his nickname for me
"I don't think I should tell serial killers my name"I said jokingly
He laughed along with me
"Kaitlin"
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Alex and I danced all night and by 3 In the morning we were already drunk and very sweat not to mention very tired.
We had just gotten kicked out of the bar because I almost fought some slut at the club for purposely throwing a drink at my face.
Alex pushed me against the brick wall,his breath fanning over my face,it smelled like alcohol and mints together.
I leaned in closer placing my lips on his chapped,rough ones,at that moment didnt care if his lips were as soft as Calum's or if they felt good against my own.I was horny okay?
He grabbed my arm and pulled me into what i assumed was his car.
He placed his lips on mine.And you know things happen.
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