*Kaitlyn's P.O.V*
"Calum?!" I asked. I knitted my eyebrows together in complete and utter confusion.
I glanced down at the clothing on my body. Sweats and a t-shirt...I don't remember having these on, or even owning them.
"How could you take advantage of me like that? You make me utterly sick," I yelled giving him a disgusted look.
Tears threaten to spill but I blink them back. I walked towards the door, but he yanked my wrist. Ow, ow, ow.
I had a disgusted face on. "Oh shut up, slut. You were clingy on me, you ugly bitch," he said and backed me up against the wall, but this time I broke down. I couldn't handle it and walked out.
On my way down I found Mali, Calum's older sister.
"What are you doing here? Wait, don't tell me Calum finally asked you out," she asked and gave me a goofy grin
"No umm I just fell asleep upstairs." I lied, and walked as fast as I could out of the front door out the door.
I ran to my house and up to my room. I grabbed my box that looks like a book, daddy got it for me.
It contains thing such as photos, some lyrics, and other things. But most importantly it contains my blades.
Just do it hurry
Oh shut up I'm going
I grabbed my favorite one I kissed it, slitting it across my left wrist a couple of times. I loved the feeling it gave me afterwards, but it would never last.
I can't control myself I crave it.You'd think I cry but I don't actually it's the opposite it's stops my crying and makes these voices go away.
It's my escape
I cleaned myself up, I looked for bandages... None fuck I need to go buy new ones.
Luckily there's is a drugstore somewhere about 2-3 blocks away so I'll go there
I walked over there I felt people watch me and yeah I would look down,I did bump into people a couple times though,but I managed to say a studerred out sorry.
I walked through the doors and went to medical aisle.A lady who looked about in her late 40's blocked my
Way but I just pretended to look around until she left. I don't why but I feel embarrassed of anything
Even of a little kid why? I don't know.
I would love to get over this but I remember when I went to therapies,after and year of going there the lady said and I quote "maybe life isn't for everyone".
Yup That's just how messed up I am. My mom thought she would take me to get rid of me for awhile. She said that i was broken about my dad and sister and how I needed to get out more. Then there was this one day where she saw my scars. I made her promise she'd never tell and she didn't.
*Alanna's POV*
I sat in my spot right next to Kaitlyn I tried talking to her but she ignored me. This is the last class I have with her and last of the day.
I tapped her shoulder. I don't think she's interested in whatever the history teacher is saying.
She looked over and looked back
"You can't ignore me forever" I said and raise my left eyebrow
She looked back and glared "you should stop there going to hurt you anyways you'll leave me soon..."she trailed of
"Everyone does" she mumbled loud enough for me too hear...
She focused into the class.I kept on calling but she wouldn't listen so I just came straight at it and told her
"You have social anxiety disorder"I said it.
She looked at me with furrowed eyebrows "h-how do you know?" She studerred
"My moms a therapist and she had told me how to know what disorder people may have" I said and it's true I do know how.Momma wants me to be one but I don't...
"Please don't tell anyone it will just make it worst and also leave me alone" she said.
I shook my head "I can't do that..." I trailed off
"I promise you I won't leave you...Ever" I whispered loud enough for her to hear
She looked around then she looked at me
"I'm sorry but no" she said and stood up and left I'm guessing to her next class
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*Kaitlyn's POV*
A lot has happened through the last few days..
The only good thing that had happened is that I got a new guitar and yeah I guess that's just. Better.
I've been thinking a lot lately and I don't think letting Alana into my
Life is a good idea.
Calum about him I just want to tell him one thing "Karma is a bitch and it's going to come back and bite you right in the ass"
But you won't say it your too shy
Ugh are foreals your back arghhhh
The soon familiar house came to view.
I walked the little stony path there was a nice car here.
I walked inside the house was clean
Awfully clean I wonder what's going on.
I walked upstairs the shower was on and the guest room was filled with suitcases.
Well bless this person dick/pussy
Hopefully they'll help my mom and me for one thing.I just can't take it anymore.
The door open. A tall man walked in he had a towel wrapped around his torso he was tall and very toned,also very handsome.He looks like he's in his mid 20's.
His eyes met mine for a second then they went wide "K-Kaitlyn is it really you?" He asked with a quivering lip
I nodded confused "it's me your brother Brad"
Tears welled up in my eyes not sad but happy tears some I haven't had
In a long time.
His eyes were as well glossy "I heard what mom did to you I'm sorry I wasn't there to protect you I thought you guys were alright but it's okay now I'm here"he said and sniffed
A tear rolled down his pale cheek,I wiped it away.
"It's okay you didn't know"I said and gave him a bone crushing hug.
"Where's mom" I asked
"She left, but don't worry grandma and my girlfriend will come and live with us"he said I smiled
Well atleast I will feel better and probably have less scars.
"Well I'm going to let you change and I'm going to my room perhaps maybe also clean moms room" I said and left to my moms room.
I picked up her dirty clothes and put in the washer,her clean clothes I put it in a suitcase.
After her dirty clothes was washed I put it in the suitcases with other things she might need like her bathroom things and beauty supplies.
I also put some of her packs of cigarettes and I kept one myself.
After that exhausting day i fell asleep and it was a peaceful this time I didn't even have to Stay till like 2 in the morning thinking about what might happen tomorrow.
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