*Luke's POV*
"I really really like her do you think she'll actually want to go out with me ?" I said really nervous, I was slapped in the face by Kaitlin.
"Luke, shut the fuck up I know she likes you .." She said and smiled at me
"Really! She told you that?" I asked eagerly
"No, but I know she does" my smile faded , I doubt she likes me.
I been planning to ask her out for a while now but I'm scared she'll turn me down and I'll just make things awkward afterwards.
I walked out Kaitlin's room as soon as Calum came in with Sky.
A couple months ago Sky and Kaitlin weren't really talking but they had fixed it, turns out it was because she felt like Kaitlin spent more time with Calum than her and that had made her feel less loved ? I guess
Anyways I had left the room because they always end up making out or doing something that I'm sure none of us want to know about.
I went back into the room for sky and I picked her up and took her to the living room.
We both sat on the couch and watched some weird movie movie about a unicorn and how it turns into a girl (a/n The last unicorn IF YOUVE NEVER WATCHED THIS MOVIE YOU NEED FUCKING JESUS IN YOUR LIFE I FUCKING LOVE THIS MOVIE)
"Hey guys, what are you guys watching" I heard her sweet voice say
Ugh she's so cute specially in her little weird outfits that she wears.
"Oh just some movie .. Come join us" I said and she sat right next to me.
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It's like 3 in the morning and we've been watching so many movies , right now we're in the middle of " the rescuers " Sky had gone to bed like about 5 minutes ago .. I don't know how that girl can stay up this late.
Throughout all the movies I'd always glance over at Alana
God she's so beautiful
I'm pretty sure she's noticed because come on I'm sitting right next to her .
She turned to face me "Why do you keep on looking at me?" She whispered.
"Because .. I think you're cute" I said and smiled, her eyes would constantly look down to my lips.
I started to move towards her until our lips touched.
SHE ACTUALLY KISSED ME BACK.
She pulled away.
Come on Luke ask her out don't be a pussy man
"Alana .. I've been wanting to ask you this for a while now, Do you want to go out?" I said trying my best not to sound nervous but i think I failed.
She smiled and nodded, I hugged her tight and we continued to watch the movies.
(A/n Ik it's shitty but I'm trying)
*Kaitlins POV*
This morning when I had woke up and went to the kitchen to make Sky, Alana and me some breakfast I saw Luke and Alana cuddling.
"Aww" I said as I took a couple pictures of them and sent them to Luke cause I mean I'm pretty sure he'd want them.
I cooked some eggs and bacon.
"Oh bacon" I heard Luke say I just giggled
"So what's up with you and Alana?"I asked and wiggled my eyebrows
"We're together now " he said smiling big with bacon in his mouth.
"See I told you she liked you" I said And hugged him congratulating him afterwards.
Sky came running with her little pink stuffed pig screaming about how she loved bacon.
"Sky that's not very nice! Your pig is right next to you" she whispered a "sorry" to her pig and hug him or her under the table while she ate bacon.
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Calum won't be coming over today :( I won't see him until next week because he has some family reunion thing or something like that all the boys went with him.
Alana and I cleaned the house and sang songs that came on the radio.
Sky was supposedly cleaning but really she was making more mess.
Alana picked her up and took her to her room.
I went to my bathroom and started going through the cabinets and little boxes that I had around, I was trying to see if I had trash in them.
I went through the boxes and inside one I found blades and pills, I stared at them for a while remembering every time I had used them... I only remember some though it's too many to remember.
Alana had yelled my name causing me to stop thinking about it.
"KAITLIN ARE YOU DONE ?" She said
"YEAH" I responded and went to living room with her.
For the rest of the day we just fixed each other's eyebrows and we also did each other's nails.
Even though we did that it still didn't help me keep my mind off the blades and how much I missed feeling them against my skin.
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S H I T! Is what this chapter is lol sorry I tried though I really did I'm sorry if I failed you lo l LOVE YOU ALL THOUGH and I'll start updating maybe every 3 days ? Anyways check out my other story lol I made it bc I owe you guys for not updating soon ALSO IDK IF YOU LNOW BUT IM NOT WHITE LOL IM MEXICAN OR HISPANIC IDK MY PARENTS ARE FROM MEXICO BUT I WAS BORN IN AMERICA just thought yall should know
Love you all
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