Words Left Unsaid

Words left unsaid :Abdel

I remember it like it was yesterday

I was at a bar . Gracie was having a gathering with a bunch of us and she rented out a bar for us.

I was sitting at the bar,laughing at a joke Gracie said with a glass of red wine on my hand . I remember feeling so carefree in that moment,I loved it. 

Moments like that were rare for me so whenever they did come around,I appreciated them .

As I was laughing, I saw James walk in with a group of guys and then I saw him, James has his arm around him and they were chatting it away,as if they hadn't seen each other in years.

And then we made eye contact, to say the least it was intense,my laughter had died down and all I could do was look at him,I was speechless.

This man was beautiful, he looked atleast 6'0 ,he had jet black hair and a semi full beard to go with it,his eyes were a mahogany colour,his lips fitted for his somewhat round-oval face which has it's angular properties to it . He looked like he worked out.

Well he would've had to from thise biceps. James noticed us and decided to introduce us .

"This is my good friend Abdel" he said

Abdel stuck his hand out and he shook my outstretched one.

Sparks

That's what it felt like, I was shocked. I'd never felt anything like that before and when he let go of my hand it felt like something was missing

So I did what any logical person would do

I avoided him,all night . It didn't matter if we were in the same circle I'd simply ignore his presence and he did the same.

It was frustrating cause I wanted to talk to him but I just couldn't

Later on,the guys had put together a bonfire . The fire was warm, I watched as the flames danced beautifully together until I decided get a blanket so that I could lie down.

I wasn't the only one that thought of that . A lot of us did,do I layed down and then he came and layed down next to me.

At first nothing was said,we just looked at each other,who knew that there could be some much intensity from a look but that's what there was.

The tension between us had become insufferable until he started moving closer to me.  Then we were face to face

He moved his face closer and closer to me and then we kissed.....

That kiss was wow

The sparks that flew in that moment,the softeness of his lips, the gentleness and tenderness of them . The passion of the kiss ,it was an unearthly experience.

After the kiss,we cuddled and I remember the feeling of home as he held me and how in that moment I knew that I'd found my person