ANIDITA OS COLLECTION (Completed)

~•~ OS 10 ~•~ Fire of Love ~•~

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Ae dil ijaazat hai tujhko
Karle mohabbat zaraa
Kya sochta hai tu aajkal
Mujhko bhi de tu bataa
Jitne bhi chaahe sapne sajaa le
Aankhon se khwabon ka hai
Ye silsila... haan ye silsila

Anirudh was sitting on the terrace with his eyes closed and holding an album close to his chest. The cold breeze was making his soft silky hairs dance gracefully. He was in his nightwear and the tear strains of his cheeks were the witness of his sleepless nights!

"Sasoo se jayada jo jaruri tha....vo tum thi... Mere dil ka Sukoon or Rat ki bechani tum thi..... Mere jubaa ki har labzoo me tum thi... Mere diary ke har panno me tum thi.... Mere Jeene ka karan vhi tum thi or Maut vhi tum thi....." He whispered as another drop of tears escaped his eyes.

After a silence of 5 minutes he again opened the album that consisted her pics only. He took one picture of hers in which she was wearing her first school uniform. He looked blankly at the picture without blinking eyes as if a dead person's eye were opened.

"Kesi ho? Janta hu.... Achchi hi hogi... Kon? Me? Me achcha hu.... Nehi nehi.... Bura hu... Nehi nehi thik hu... Nehi nehi Jinda hu.... Nehi nehi... Mar chuka hu...!" He said and laughed hard.

"Kiu? Rona aya tumhe? Hae? Bilkul sahi kaha mene... Jinda lash hu me.... Dil to hae mere pass.... Lekin uski dharkan nehi hae.... Sase to hae....lekin un saso ki jarurat nehi hae muje..... Jindegi to hae..par jeene ka karan nehi hae.... Hoth to hae..par muskan nehi... Pyar to hae...lekin karneki izajat nehi!" He said and cried out loud "KIU?".

He laid on the terrace lifeless as the effect of alcohol had taken him over. He looked the stars and said, "Tumne kavhi pyar kiya hae? Mene kia hae.... Be inteha....mohabbat ki hae..... Puchoge nehi kisse? Meri sakhi se..... Bondita Roy....aha... Bondita Da....aha.... Sirf or sirf meri Bondita se...."

He completed as the stars blinked once as if being a partner of his conversation.

"Tum has rehe ho star babu?" He mimicked Bondita .While this time, the starts blinked twice.

"Nehi na? Good boy! Ek minute Good girl! Ek minute !!!! Ek bat puchu? Are you girl or a boy? Bolo na..... Achcha choro.... Good star babu!....(while laughing) star babu! Star babu!" Anirudh said.

Now in a stren tone," Puchoge nehi Pyar kese hua? Kiu hua? Kab hua? Or sabse zaruri bat pyar hae to usko izhar karneki izajat kiu nehi?..... Hmmm....very valid question ! Good student!" (He said just like a teacher says in a class room).

"Dhayan se sunna....meri prem kaha.....are nehi ! Kitna budhdhu hae tu Anirudh! Muje kehna chahiye Meri Adhuri Prem Kahani.....(he whispered ) Ha to star babu.... Ab me Anirudh Roy Chowdhury.... Are yar! Bondita k bina Anirudh Roy Chowdhury ka koi astitvya hai kya! Dhat! .......(he scolded himself ) Achcha sorry Star babu..... Ab thik se.... Sotti....(he pinched his neck)...... To ab me Sarabi Roy Chowdhury apko sunaunga meri Adhuri Prem Kahani....." He said laughed while the tears that escaped his eyes were was of pain!

"Kehte hai na..... Avhi nehi to kavhi nehi...... Is ka aarth mujse jayada koi samaj ta hae.... To mera nam badal dena star babu ! Lekin muje Sarabi Roy Chowdhury nam jayada jachchta hae.... Ek kam karo mera ye shoe tum le lena......" He said while the stars blinked once.

"Kya hua pasand nehi aya? Sorry to pher...kya du me? Ye moja? Are nehi....isski smell se ap behosh ho jayenge.... Or agar ap behosh ho gaya to me bat kisse karunga.... No...no..... Pher kya du....? Meri sabse kimti chiz dunga....." He said and started thinking and all of a sudden his eyes got moist again.