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Broken Reflections!

Hiding in the Ferric Oxide Yellow candle light, I was eagerly waiting for your masculine physique to appear. This newness of my heart is not settling , after seeing my Sakha babu's charismatic personality straight after 8 years. I noticed your appearance has changed, your vocal spells rebel, people say that you have changed, you have became volcano in this eight years. Sakha Babu!! but your Bondita knows that you have only masked this remorseless identity to show the world and inside you are still a caring and loving Anirudh Roy Choudhary. soon l will make you meet your real forgotten identity and we will once again start working on our dreams together.

My trance broke as I recognized your footsteps entering in the hall, well accessorized with full size wooden framed mirrors. That happy moment has arrived and I feasted my eyes with sakhababu all around standing tall in all the reflections. I encoded this auspicious view's image into pixels and mounted in my heart forever. This pleasing reality of only us being this close made numerous butterflies erupting in my stomach. A tiny voice whispered a warning about the longing that consumed her for her Sakha babu but she let it go off quickly before letting her Sakha babu clutch her in his embrace like before, her mind provoked her to be calm first so that she can feel the serene pleasure in her sakhababu's arms, she started inhaling deeply to calm herself. Now, taking the baby steps towards her world, her eyes started noticing him from head to toe, his medium length silky ruffled hair due to passing winds almost covering his forehead making her breath stuck in her throat. his hands adjusting the big opaque frame of spectacles leaving gleaming pair of eyes behind, the way he bites his lip when he's nervous and  now her eyes couldn't stop staring at his bum stage beard patches grown on his sharp jaw line including the triangle chin, I can guess that he haven't shaved since last 4-8 weeks, and approaching near to him I discovered that when he gulps the sharp movement of hyoid bone to cricoid cartilage visible on his sinewy neck is the most sensual sight to glare on. Ohhh! I just can't let myself hold more to brush my lips on that sensual point of him. I paced up my foot movement and gave him a full body hug, he too tightened his hold on me crushing my body in his warm embrace, let her face lean on his bare toned deep V neck chest on display due to first two undone buttons of strappy cotton Shirt. His fragrance is still the same and to get more of that I dug my face more in his chest and my lips abruptly brushed against his chiseled, whitish, dampened chest, we both shivered to the core when my slushy material met his one of the most sensitive part. He lifted my face a little up to get my consent to seal his lips with mine and I assured him gliding my palms up to his face to feel the skin beneath his bum stage beard and as soon as I blinked my eyes, his hands made the way to cup my face make an ease for his tongue tasting my mouth and giving me access in his. and after devouring each other when we parted to get much needed air to live. Reality shattered me into 100s of broken pieces in that dark place, when he said - We no longer belong to each other, there is no relation between us. I must not cross his ways and now he is free from the burden of responsibility of mine from the day I got my barrister degree and abandoned me giving unhealable heartbreak for lifetime.

My mind couldn't think anything logical after that moment he left. my brainless body raised my hands to broke the reflections around causing deep wound due to bleeding from my hands and bare foot. Sobbing, unable to let my tears come out I could see my broken heart's pieces in those scattered broken reflections on the floor.

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