Tum Pass Ho

Bondita or Vaijanti

Continuation from previous chapter-

I couldn't utter a single word after what she has made me realize, our relation in which we were bond. I never expected this from her but it is human nature to feel loved or seek love from them whom we admire and now I got to know that she has started admiring me, may be coz she couldn't underestimate my care and privacy given to her but what if she asks for her wife's right tomorrow, how I will be able to deny her she will not be ready to understand my love for Bondita. why Dugga ma why? you are making it complicated for me to handle it.

"I remember that you are my wife and I remember the situation as well in which we got married, I hope you remember that too"

"We have to move on with time Anirudh babu and better to accept what the reality is"

"whatever you are saying is correct, you can continue your doings even after knowing that I can never give you your rights as my wife."

and swiftly caressing sleeping Raina I stormed out to cry in pain leaving Vaijanti cry in pain too in that big master bedroom.

Once again after a long Batuk's revelation of his feeling and Vaijanti's true answers forced me to take company of alcohol from mini wooden bar.

"Sakha Babu, buying boxes of sweets? what's the occasion"  Bondita asked me in the sweet shop in the evening.

"Bondita, you here? how are you? did you come alone?"

"Now the loneliness is permanent companion of mine, but for shopping Tapur is accompanying me."

"what are you shopping" 

"few new clothes for my son"

"our son, Bondita!"

"did you say anything?"

"No, I should take a leave now?, but I must tell you that yellow suits you more."

"Thank you Sakha babu! For the compliment and even we are getting late come tapur, we must leave too"

I met her in the market after a long and pictured her frame in my heart until we meet next time, but now I can see her here in my study in the same yellow saree, is it Bondita in my hallucination or is it Vaijanti because today she too wore the same color saree in Bondita's style.

I remained steady in drunken state until the other person in the room makes her move either it is Bondita or Vaijanti.

She slowly walked towards me, her sarees's bright yellow colour making my eyes blind to concentrate on her face. 

She put the empty glass aide taking it from my hand, settled her frame in my lap. she first blown over my sweating face and wiped the sweat beads on my face tenderly.

" who are you? "

"Shush! you speak too much.." and to shut my fumbling words she sealed her lips on mine. She kissed me pouring her all the love in it. even though if it is my hallucination thinking Bondita so close to me I couldn't reciprocate her invitation.

Her hands caressed my jawline and neck area further before unbuttoning first few buttons of my night wear to feel the warmth inside me with her left cheek placing on my bare chest, her hands enveloped around my torso.

and next morning I found myself laying on my side of bed thinking it all was a dream until my eyes stopped at unbuttoned night wear.

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