i feel im gonna run short of smut very soon lol, before they actually do have sex!! there's so much to the story and i even try to foreshadow as much but the physical intimacy between them is just as important. kaya and aryan are going to be so randomly perfect until boom they'll realise they never were meant to be so yes, uff comment what you think about them, sorta feels nice💙
20. Moves
Kyun dikhe mujhe tu sirhaane mere Soch ke teri baatein hum muskurane lage Dil se nikal gaya hai lafzon pe aane lage Kaisi teri khumari hai hum gungunaane lage
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@Kaya his dog was so jealous seeing billi in his arms🥺
Kaya typed ridiculously fast as her mind bombarded with thoughts. It was the last day for submission of her international relations article and she could not be more glad to have opened her mails at the right moment. Luckily, she had an idea about what she wanted to type and the time difference between the two countries had only helped her fetch some extra hours.
It was truly difficult to study for a distant degree. It never felt as real as it did in the classrooms as Kaya more often relied on the recorded lectures which she hardly watched on time. She also missed herself in debating rooms, and interning for the public relations companies.
Kaya often wondered if she was comprising with her degree, with her own future, with her own life and with her own dreams for her family which probably didn't exist more than before, not more than in her memories. She had always wanted this degree, in fact she had fought with her father so hard to go to America but life was crazy, she was here in India for his sake, for the love she never had from him, but for the belongingness she felt more than ever before.
However, she was not sure if she could do this forever, if she could pretend for long, if she could run away from her own self and from what she truly wanted for herself for people who never cared about her enough until they actually did but when she did not even want it.
Kaya gulped at the thought of her family, with her heart palpitating terribly at the thought of every thing which was so bad and which only got worse. She hated how she was still moving around in circles, how she would end up thinking about them all even when it had been a year.
She would think about how she was ruining herself for them, for the care they never gave her, for the love they never showed her and then she would think about Aryan who was all things worst but who would make her heart feel happy. It was hilarious, it was tragic and Kaya didn't understand if it made any sense??
Kaya removed her leopard print wollen jacket as she found herself sweating a bit because of her ugly thoughts and with the heater on, it didn't help at all.
