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@Kaya there's something so specifically wrong about you that it's alluring
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@Kaya 🇬🇧
Grief comes in waves. When you are driving alone in your car, while you are doing the dishes, while you are getting ready for work, and all of the sudden it hits you how much you miss someone and your breath catches and tears flow incessantly. This sadness is so great that it is physically painful.
Likewise, Kaya did not remember when she stopped reading 'Little Women' and was lying dead on the cold floor in her white tank top and grey pyjamas, staring at the white ceiling, letting the emptiness of the room eat her, wishing the earth to swallow her as soon as possible.
As the clock struck twelve, the feelings in her chest grew bigger and bombarded causing a sharp pain run across her heart. But she wasn't tragic, she didn't weep any louder but only felt alone and far, far from everything.
The places that were supposed to keep Kaya safe caused her more damage than protection, the days that were supposed to make her smile caused her more misery than happiness and of course, the people that were supposed to make her feel loved caused her heart break more than warmth.
She closed her eyes and dreamt of never being called resilient again in her life. She was exhausted by her strength. She wanted support, she wanted softness, she wanted ease for the rest of her life. She wanted to be amongst the kin, being cared for and not patted on her back for how well she took a hit and how many. But sadly, she no more believed in birthday wishes being granted, she had been fooled enough to.
Aryan froze at the sight of her so lifeless and still. He had played this moment in his head through and through, he had decided to not give a fuck and stay steadfast, he had promised himself to mind his own business until she stopped being a source of ruckus yet in a second all his gaurds were down and he was numb.
