Promising The Moon - 《Jaywon》

no.5

"Were you looking for me ?"

Jay flinched a little cuz it was sudden , he takes a breath and looks down , he saw him , standing and looking up at jay , he had a smile because he saw how jay got scared so easily.

Jay clears his throat, he didn't know what to say, this boy noticed that Jay was looking for him and jay got shy .
Soon he calmed down a little , looking down at him . His smile was so pretty .

"Um...ehmm...hi" jay said, he wanted to change the topic cuz he didn't know what to say to that question.

"Hey ." The boy said , they were so awkward with each other and they dont know why . Again this time it was silence, and awkward silence.

"Its pretty tonight " jay was the first one who broke the silence, this sentence just slipped from his mouth. He tired to give a small smile at the end of the sentence.

"Um yeah....it is " the boy said. Again they didn't know what to say .

"I'm jay - I'm jungwon-" they both spoke at the same time . When they noticed they let out a small laugh. "You go first " Jay said .

"My name is Jungwon " the boy said,  now jay knows his name . 'Pretty name ' jay thought. "I'm jay " jay said. Again, silence, they didn't know what to say .

"Soo...." jay says, he wanted to break this silence and talk with him . Jungwon tried not to smile a lot , jay looks like a chil person so it makes jungwon to smile when he looks at jay .

"So...I dont know haha" jungwon said with a small giggle . "Um....sorry for asking but what are you doing at this time here?" Jay asks , he saw that jungwons expressions changed and jay wanted to take those words back and swallow them.

"You dont have to answer.....forget about it" jay said again. "Okay" jungwon replied shortly.  Jungwon looks so short cuz jay is in the second floor of the house and Jungwon is in his yard .

"Are you alone here" jay asks , looking if someone is hearing them . "Yes" jungwon replied . The night was beautiful and warm. They didn't spoke again,  you can hear the noise that waves made , the noise of the wind , blowing Jay's hairs .

Jay thought a little, he looks around his house to see something suspicious but there was no one in the sight,  they are probably sleeping cuz it's late at night.

"Um...do you have somewhere to go?" Jay asks again,  he keeps on asking jungwon, he Hope's that jungwon doesn't think something that jay is stupid or annoying .

Jungwon thought , he didn't know if he should trust jay , but jay is the only person that jungwon have meet here .

"Um..no" jungwon said it quietly, feeling embarrassed. Jay heard him say no and he felt bad for him . 'So he doesn't have a house ' jay thought and nods at jungwon.

Jay stayed still to scared to do what he planned but he still did it. "Wait...I'm coming there " jay said and he placed his foot at the edge of the window and he was standing now there , he looks down and he saw that is high . Jay gulps . There was a tree near him so it was easy to go down at where jungwon was .

Jungwon only stands there looking at jay . Jay jumps at the end , near jungwon . They were more close now and jay can see how handsome jungwon was . Hairs in his eyes , messy because of the wind , nose red . He was shorter than Jay and it made him to look more cute.

"Oh wow" Jungwon let out. Jay was looking at jungwon, spacing out at his face that he didn't realize that he was looking at jungwon and he was obvious about it . Jay smiles now trying to act like nothing happened.

"So....since you're alone ....do you want me to stay with you?" Jay asks and jungwon agrees without thinking twice , he felt safe with jay . And he only knows jay around here .

"Good ....then let's go " jay said and walked going near the sea , in the sand.  Jungwon follows jay . They were awkward like 3 seconds ago and now Jay is acting like he knows jungwon since long time ago .

They arrived there and jay sat down first , in the sand followed by jungwon , the sea waves making wet their feets .
The water cold . One meter away from each other. They still there new to each other so they tried to act like one and not to get close really fast, we dont know their true faces . Dont trust someone only by their face or appearance. Jay had to remind this to himself.

Jungwon playing with the sand next to him , gripping the sand, he felt nervous around jay. Jay was looking at the sea , both not talking . They wished to know some topic so they can talk .

"So jungwon right " jay asks and jungwon hums. Its not that jay doesn't remember his name , he just wanted to act so he can start a topic.

" this is my third time seeing you " jay said with a smile in his face , jungwon looks at jay "oh.....I thought its second time?" Jungwon said.

"For you yeah...but for me I saw you one night and I said "hi" but you left running away....why?" Jay asks . 'Damn jay....the fuck is this question ' jay thought, he didn't meant to say this , his mind spoke .

Jay waits for jungwons answer which jungwon looks uncomfortably now and jay wants to go run in the sea and drown himself.

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Thank you.