Promising The Moon - 《Jaywon》

no.21

"Who are you?" Jay asked , which it surprised jungwon ofcourse. He looks at him with a confused face , they were doing just fine and now jay decided to ask this question that doesn't make sense to jungwon.

"What do you mean ?" Jungwon asked , feeling a little bit nervous about what will happen between them .

Jay sighs , "look...I will not get mad at you just...tell me about your life " jay said, looking at jungwon with pleading eyes. Jungwon looks down "its nothing serious though....I'm just scared that you won't believe me" jungwon said .

Jay this time held jungwons hand in his hands, holding it not letting it go "jungwon...my life is a mess too so I will believe you ...trust me" jay said, gulping.

Jungwon blinkis faster , trying to start speaking, he doesn't know where to start" ask me some questions...i will answer them" jungwon said and jay gave jungwon a smile.

"Okay...um.....first of all...where are you from?" Jay asked , he wanted to know this question at least. "Oh...I'm from South Korea " jungwon replied.

"Oo...then do you know where is this place?" Jay asked , he thought that jungwon doesn't know where they are right now. Jungwon looks around having a confused look" ummm...korea?" Jungwon said .

Jay shook his head " no....we're in America, Seattle " Jay replied and jungwon widened his eyes ,"what...but how?" Jungwon asked , how did jungwon ended here he doesn't know himself too.

"I don't know too....but yeah ...tell me where do you stay here in Seattle " jay again asked , jungwon told him to ask questions and he asks .

"Okay...I think this is the question that you want to know. "Jungwon said , taking deep breaths , he Hope's that jay believes him .

Jungwon,  since he met jay , the first person that he saw here and he haven't seen Other people. Hes lost , he doesn't know nothing. In the morning he meets jay like usual,  but then.

He doesn't know himself.
"I don't know " jungwon replied shortly making jay to look at him with 'you for real 'look. Jungwon nods , licking his lips " yeah...I know it's strange....the day that I met you I was so happy ....the first person that I saw , and you said that I got scared when you yelled at me ....yeah I admit it...I was scared, I didn't know where I was and who was talking to me " jungwon said,  taking a breath and continued to speak again.

"Like...I just don't remember what I do in daylight. " jungwon said.

Jay is thinking too , strange it is " so....sometimes you disappear suddenly...why?" Jay asked again.

Jungwon doesn't know this question himself " I dont know how....but it scares me ....I think that when im with you and I dont remember how i disappear ,but the next thing I remember is me waiting for you at the yard there " jungwon said pointing behind his back.

Jay nods, he had no idea what was going on "are You sure you arent sick...like do you have some mental issues ? " jay asked and jungwon shook his head saying no.

"maybe you dont remremember about this too !....what if you have amnesia?or more like alzheimer!" Jay Spoke , he felt bad for jungwon , he believes him ofcourse.

"I dont know...I'm really scared jay hyung " jungwon spoke and now it was silence .

jay thought and spoke again " dont tell me that you dont remember about me and you , every night that we meet?please say you remember " jay said , this time he felt panic , he didn't want this , he hopes .

"Dont worry about it...i remember about it " jungwon said,  with a small smile in his face . Jay felt relrelieved about this , he didn't want those memories to be all fake and only a dream .

"What about your parents...do you remember them?" Jay said.
"Mm....I do and I kind of miss them " jungwon said , looking down , felt like crying about this situation.

Jay got more closer to jungwon, placing his hand around jungwons back this time, its time for jay to give jungwon comfort  ."dont worry....everything will be fine one day ...I promis this to you" jay said , with serious tone.

Hugging jungwon this time , he knows how good it feels to hug someone, eespecially when They need it . Jay was here for jungwon and jungwon was here for Jay,  they're meant to spent their time together.

Doing nonothing but hugging "what will you do now?" Jay asks , he felt bad for jungwon and concerned about him and his life , it's bad not remembering anything.

"I dont really know ....I'm just trying to forget about it and live my life like this i guess....I know it's bad but at least i have you, my life is better when you're with me " jungwon said . melting jays heart ,he was gald to hear this from jungwon .

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Thank you.