Promising The Moon - 《Jaywon》

no.12

Jay woke up,  he felt a light in his eyes , he opened them slowly , seeing himself in the sand ,the sea in front of him . He was confused for a second but then the memories hits him . He got up cuz he felt his head was in the sand , he looks at his left expecting to see jungwon but he wasnt there and Jay's smile dropped .

He got up "jungwon....jungwon where are you?" Jay kept on yelling hoping that jungwon will come were but no one did.

"Where is he...he always leaves me alone" jay said to himself, he then widened his eyes when he remembered where he is. 

The sun was already shining, he was scared about what if his father saw him here , which means he will beat him again and jay doesn't want that to happen.

The next thing he did was run, climbing the tree and finally was in his room. When his feet touched his room he heard someone talk.

"Jay " someone said

Jay immediately looks at where the sound came from , he was expecting to see his dad but instead it was the maid,  niki.

Jay let out a sigh in relief, he then sat down in his bed ,taking deep breaths.

"Niki...you made me to piss myself " jay said holding his chest .

"Sorry hyung....but thanks god that you're here ....when I entered your room and saw that u weren't here I got so scared " niki said.

He was scared , james told niki to go and check up on jay , if jay didn't arrive in time , niki didn't know what was he supposed to tell james , he couldn't just tell that jay is missing or wherever.

"Sorry for scaring you niki" jay said and took his tshirt off , it was dirty with sand .

"Where were you ...sorry for asking" niki said ."me....um....I'll tell you some other time" jay says and niki nods.

"I guess...I should go now...thanks god that you're okay ." Niki said and left the room , locking the door and puts the keys in his pocket.

James have told niki to keep the key and only he can go and see jay ,and only for food and if james asks something.

Niki going down the stairs and in the living room  , Jay's parents were sitting and drinking coffee, it was morning.

"Sir....jay is fine " niki said looking down .

"Good...what took u so much time sweetheart?" Jay's mom said.  Niki gulps .

"Um...he was showering so I had to wait for him to finish" Niki said hoping that they dont ask more questions and don't realize that he was lying.

"Okay...you can go now" ms.park said and niki bows at them and left going in the kitchen.

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Jay who was in his room,  he looks at the time and he saw that it was 11 in the morning. "Fuck...thanks god that I woke up " jay said and goes in the bathroom to take a shower.

Entering the bathroom , he didn't even close the door , there's no need to close it anyway .(jay me and the readers are stalking you remember) .

He took his shorts off too and his underwear, ready to shower. This time he decided to fill the bathtube and relax a little , to relax his body .

After some times of waiting for the water to fill the bathtub ,it finally did and he enters , sitting down . The water not so hot . Between warm and cold , it was summer , it's hot outside .

Resting his head , behind him it was like a pillow so he placed his head there . It was soft .

Playing some music, music that made him think about everything.

Closing his eyes and let the body , the water holding him  a little bit . Jay didn't care if he drowns right now , the water reached his mouth.

The music playing out loud , suddenly he thought about jungwon . His face , his eyes , his smile, his dimples, his giggles,  his laugh, his hands , everything. Jungwon was just perfect in one word.

Jay smiles only by thinking of him , the water reaching his nose , jay could barely breathe, thinking about jungwon that he didn't notice that his breath was getting heavy and had problems with breathtaking.

"Jay hyung~"

Jay opened his eyes and got up, sitting down and coughing , taking the water out from his throat . He calmed down and realized where he was .

Jay just heard jungwons voice , he recognized it was jungwons voice but jungwon wasnt there .

"The fuck was that ???" Jay said to himself and got up, putting a towel around his waist and left the bathroom.

"I was about to drown thinking about jungwon but jungwon woke me up so I wouldn't die ." Jay said to himself, he wore some clothes and sat down on his bed , rethinking.

The day went like that,  it was bed time , he couldn't wait to fall asleep and meet jungwon.

That night, while he was asleep he felt so bad.

Waking up , it was 4 in the morning. With a smile on , he saw jungwon, he goes to meet him .

"Jungwon" jay said and jungwon was facing his back . Jay goes to him slowly approaching him .

Jay couldn't wait to see jungwons face , he was standing behind jungwons back.

Tapping his shoulder and jungwon didn't turned around, jay taps again and with his own hands turned jungwon around.

He didn't want to do that , he didn't want to turn him around, no ...it wasnt jungwon, it was a scary version of him .

His face , his beauty , everything was scary and dirty, there was no beauty in jungwons face .

Jay widened his eyes he got scared , he run away but jungwon goes and chased jay . Holding jay by his shoulders saying.

"Wake up"

"Wake up"

"Park jongseong...wake up "

Jungwon was shaking jay so bad and Jay's tears were rolling in his cheeks .

For the last time jungwon said " wake up ".

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Thank you sm.