Promising The Moon - 《Jaywon》

no.22

"I dont really know ....I'm just trying to forget about it and live my life like this i guess....I know it's bad but at least i have you, my life is better when you're with me " jungwon said . melting jays heart ,he was glad to hear this from jungwon .

"When you're with me ...I feel better too " jay replied, at least they have each other by their side .

"So don't be scared ....we have each other " jay said and jungwons smiles , eyes red , nose red , he didn't want to cry , and if he cries those are tears with happiness, happy that he isn't alone .

"Thank you Jay hyung " jungwon said and this time again they hugged. Breaking the hug after some minutes.

"I need to go back now....what will you do?" Jay asked jungwon, you can see the sunrise , he didn't want to get caught .
Jungwon thought for some seconds then replied "if you want ,stay till I disappear " jungwon said , those words are weird , he doesn't know himself what he does , maybe jungwon is walking away by himself but he doesn't remember about it, or is he?.

Jay took a shaky breath and nods "okay " jay said and this time jungwon placed his head in Jay's shoulder, jay smiled .
"I'll borrow your shoulder " jungwon said with a giggle and jay giggled back , he didn't mind if his shoulder will feel sore ,its jungwon....his hairs smells so good , slowly jay brought his lips and kissed jungwons head making jungwon to smile and blush but he acted like he was sleeping .

When jay closed his eyes to relax a little, he no longer felt jungwons hairs tickling his chin , no melon cologne, opening his eyes  looking at the moon with a sad smile in his face , jungwon wasnt there , he left and jay doesn't know where. 

Getting up from where he was sitting, his ass sore , wiping his shorts , took one last look at the moon and continued to walk , going back home , back at his room .

A lot of things happened, he finally knows about jungwon, and he didn't expect that . Is jungwon sick? Or is he playing with jay , but jay believes him , he hopes it's the truth and not a lie .

Climbing the tree , landing in his room,  letting the window open cuz it was hot , laying down in the middle of the bed , looking up , arms separated, taking breaths.

"I can finally promise you the moon....but not now....the moon is gone ....next time ...there are always next times" jay said , with a smile in his face , from his right eye a tear escapes,  rolling down , making his ear wet .

Why was he crying, he wanted this , he wanted the promise . Is he crying because of jungwon, will jungwon be sad about this .....jungwon already told jay that he wants to be with jay .....but ...
..jay doesn't think like that , his mind is filled with negative thoughts.

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The next morning, jay woke up,  the sun hitting his face , the wind blowing the curtain from the window cuz he left it open last night . Getting up , sitting down , hairs messy,  he had a good sleep after for so many days .

Stretching, remembering about last night,  about jungwon,  he can smell his cologne , its like the cologne stuck in his clothes cuz they hugged .

Waking up with a smile for the first time , he knows it's not time to smile at those moments but he couldn't stop but smile , even though it was sad ....bad things happening.

Getting up from the bed and took his shirt off....he didn't want to wash it,  it had jungwons smell in it so he throws it in his bed instead, gonna put that tshirt in one pillow so he can think about jungwon.

Slowly those thoughts fade away when he heard his door opened, loud steps coming inside,  he can tell who it is by the steps , his dad.

Jay wore another tshirt and looks at his dad , his dad had a angry face on and jay didn't know what will happen next .

"Is it because of you that sara left ?" Jay's dad asked and jay didn't said nothing. "Speak to me " james said.

"Its not true....she wanted to quit this job because of you " jay told his dad , it's true though. His dad took some angry breaths "look to me.....someone will come at you those days....maybe tomorrow...prepare yourself " james said and left .

"Who?" Jay spoke but his dad wasn't in his room . What is his dad planning on doing this time,  jay thought that he finally was happy for once but his dad had to ruin it.

He hopes its nothing serious and not to get scared by his dads words.

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Thank you.