the end [the start of pain and sorrow]

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hello.

so, it's been super long since i've come out with a chapter. and for that i'm super sorry. i've beating myself up for not continuing this but i only just realized that i shouldn't be doing that if i lost interest. this hobby and this book shouldn't start to feel like work.

i'm sorry to say that i will be discontinuing this book. i don't want to drag it on and let the audience know through my writing that i've lost interest. i don't want them to read it and feel bored.

i have slowly left the harry potter fandom. it'll forever be a part of me and holds a special place in my heart. but i am not willing to write this.

my characters, kasumi and harper, are a part of a larger story that i am writing. i can't believe how far they've come (sounds weird, but as a writer, it's really cool). they went from a harry potter fanfiction to an attack on titan story to a my hero academia story. and now they have small little part in an original story. they'll have their own story one day. maybe. that's what they were created for. their story was about jumping through different dimensions and universes and realities (aot, mha, hp, etc.) and trying to find the right place to belong. but they'll never belong. they're two souls left alone in the universe.

their backstories differed slightly with each universe, but kept the same ideals. kasumi comes from a rich family but was treated terribly. harper comes from an upper middle class family who unfortunately died and now lives with her gramps (in this case and hp universe, she lives with dumbledore).

originally, they both had powers, but this soulmates story was supposed to be fiction and not fantasy. so no powers. yikes.

anyways, i'm writing other stuff. i finished writing a haikyuu story and am in the process of editing it before publishing it here. i have a few original stories (one about vamps and wolves and the other about heroes and the problem of doing whatever it takes to be the best, even if that means killing others). you can check out the haikyuu story soon. i don't know if i'll publish the others here. might do some self-publishing. if i manage to publish them, i'll advertise here and ask y'all to buy it haha.

i'm sorry that this wasn't the ending you all hoped for. it's not what i hoped for either but it's not like we can control this destiny.

i'm sure you all wanted kasumi and draco to end up together. enemies to lovers, yeah? that's what i initially planned, but i slowly started hating draco again. sure, he deserves a redemption arc but i can't like the bastard anymore. he's still rude. still a bully. however, i don't hate him anymore. i just feel sad for him. i pity him.

i also started hating him when tiktok made him popular to the point where people made fanfic of draco but it's just smut. y'know? it didn't seem very... not even gonna say anything lmao.

enough about me complaining. i'm here to wrap this up. i'm here to end it all.

thank you all for reading this even though it's super, super, super shitty. i know i promised rewritten chapters but i can't bring myself to do it. thanks for sticking with me. i'm so proud of this actually. i get to look back at it and cringe, but i also get to see how happy i was writing it.

who knows? maybe i'll play an old playlist of mine that gives me nostalgic vibes and i'll come back to this. might give me some inspiration to pick up where i left off, but we never know. no one does.

i hope reading this made you feel some type of way. and i hope i can continue to make people feel a certain way when they read my stories. may we meet again in some other time. in another life.

i'm signing off on this story. again, thank you all.
i'll see you all later! stay safe! wash your hands! get vaccinated!

i hope we see each other. if you want to talk to me, my instagram's in the chapter before this.

goodbye, and may we be welcomed with kindness in the universe.

— misha k.

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