Never Again

09.

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Another ordinary day.

Today all of us friends decided to go Ryders house to hang out. Laying on my bed texting the group I read some of the messages I missed.

Mias parents told her to leave so she's on her way there. She would tell me that use to it and most of the time they do that is to either fuck each other or because family is coming over. For Mia family isn't her thing most of them don't know her she says and I quote, "I'm just a ghost to them." I feel bad but for me she lucky she at least has parents. Most of the time she is happy, either high, or drunk out of her mind. Mia is the party girl always wanting to get herself into trouble she is badass when you see her. But when you get to know her she is the sweetest girl you can imagine. Always there to give you advise about guys, makes jokes that's cracks us up, and always living her life.

Olivia on the other hand has gotten more eager about me and Enzo. Every time she sees me she ask if we have talked. But we haven't after our hook up I just got ditched. I just shrugged it off I never really seen anything coming for me specifically a relationship. Olivia on the other hand can't stop talking about Wyatt and how hot he looks running doesn't he field tacking guys to the ground. I guess she goes by on her free time to watch them practice well since her dad is the couch I mean she does have a good reason if they ask. Lucky her.

Ryders been more there for me he's my "bestie" as hell call it. For now he's been texting me keeping me occupied I really do like Ryder as a friend. Ryders life is one of the best I have ever heard. He's such a happy guy always make people laugh, smile, grin at him and I owe it all for him that I get to be happy for a couple of hours. His parents are together still one of the best couples I have ever heard in my life. But they both have there ups and downs not every relationship is amazing. He has the cutest little brother Mason. We met a couple of times his chubby little cheeks, little dimples that pop out showing his cute little teeth, and specially his giggles gets to me and makes my day.

Wyatt oh Wyatt the flirt of the group always trying to flirt with girls at school or even milfs he does get most of them though. Wyatt life is piece full smooth as a feather. His father Samuel is a lawyer alway put on business trips but calls every day to make sure everything is going fine at his house we have met inn FaceTime call during me and Wyatt were walking to class together he was so kind and I can tell he was a good father to Wyatt. Wyatts mother Delilah was the happiest women I have ever seen smiles at anything and I wish I was just like her. Always happy even though there can be some tough times but you'll get through it. We haven't met but I have seen her around school. His mother works as a teacher for Math but she's a happy person. He has a older sister Aaliyah she's in her third year of college. I haven't met her yet since she's gone but I know she's is beautiful due to her mother and her handsome father.

Ethan. Ethan he's more quiet and to himself so I don't really know much about him. But we both have this connection how do I explain it. He's more close to me then our other friends mostly he doesn't talk, smile, chuckle but when I'm around he does that and it is the cutest thing I have ever seen. He has the most beautiful smile and I hope he meets someone that makes him that happy. He deserves it.

"Riley!" Christopher's voice gets me out of my thoughts the smile on my face thinking of my friends not fading seeing him standing in the middle of the room.

"Y-yes?" I question. Putting my phone under the covers I back bring my knees to my chest. He chuckles before walking towards me slowly taking one step at a time. Hearing my heart beating in the quiet room I swallow the lump in my throat.