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i ran all the way to the park, my childhood park. i dropped to the floor and started crying as hard as i could.

i let my best friend steal the guy that means the world to me, the guy that's the reason why i'm still on this filthy world. i let him take luke away. farther away.

I crawled under the playground and pulled my knees up to my face.

why would he ever like me? i have acne while niall has perfect smooth pale skin. i'm such a mess who goes to therapy because i cut, i'm a person who almost entirely gave up, while niall has the most perfect life.

why did i ever think i would have a chance?

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