i ran all the way to the park, my childhood park. i dropped to the floor and started crying as hard as i could.
i let my best friend steal the guy that means the world to me, the guy that's the reason why i'm still on this filthy world. i let him take luke away. farther away.
I crawled under the playground and pulled my knees up to my face.
why would he ever like me? i have acne while niall has perfect smooth pale skin. i'm such a mess who goes to therapy because i cut, i'm a person who almost entirely gave up, while niall has the most perfect life.
why did i ever think i would have a chance?
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Journals - Muke
Fanfictiona teenager boy michael clifford is obsessed over the pop star luke hemmings, instead of talking about his feelings, michael expresses his feelings through writing journal entries. one day, michael loses his journal to the one and only luke while at...