†Only Mine†

Confessions & Atonements

{Summary-John finds out about your sins and one particular one he isn't too mad about.}

Your heart skipped a beat as the
words left him, you knew what happened to others who atoned your parents included, even tho you were very young you remember clearly as it was like yesterday, your parents had a big chunk of flesh missing as your mom cried for days from the pain.

In no time you were at his ranch. "We're here my dear" he had this giddy in his voice that made your stomach churn.

He opened your door and held a hand for you to take. You took it not wanting to anger him. He walked you inside his beautiful rustic home. "My head hurts a lot" John nodded and went to his open kitchen waving for you to follow.

"You need something to eat but while we're comfortable please tell me everything you want to free from your chest." He set down a cold bottle of water with a bar of chocolate. "Eat this first while I make you a sandwich" he started taking things out from the fridge and cabinet setting them on the counter in front of you as you took a seat on the stool on the other side of John.

"I don't know where to start." You said as you opened the chocolate bar and took a bite. He started adding mayo to your  french baguette and added ingredients.

"Ok, tell me about yourself at home, what drove you and made you decide to turn to drinking." You drank  the water and washed the thick chocolate down.

"Nothing really, it just happened" you shrugged as he passed you your sandwich.

"Eat then we talk". He sighed with disappointment when you decided to answer him untruthfully. "I'll be in my office Raven, come find me when your done" he left as you dug into your fancy sandwich.

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After you finished your chocolate, sandwich and water you felt a lot better and completely sober, you got off from your stool and decided whether you should just leave, you walked to the big living space and looked at the opportunity you had.

"I know what you're thinking Raven, but let's just say you escape me hmm, then what? you go crash a couple of your older friends couch and drink with them to the point you can't walk" he stepped right behind you as you felt him press himself against your back. "Dress in mini tight dresses that show you off to those who fuck anything that has a hole huh Raven?" his chest vibrated as he talked with spite in his tone, he turned you around roughly, forcing you to face him. "You like dressing up like a fucking slut" your eyes widened at what he was saying

"FUCK YOU ASSHOLE!" you turned and headed for the door but John grabbed your arm before you could open it and trapped you between his body and the large wooden door. "John what the fuc..."

"SIR! YOU CALL ME FUCKING SIR LITTLE GIRL. IM NOT ONE OF YOUR DRINKING BUDDIES YOU DECIDE TO FUCK WHENEVER. UNDERSTAND" you couldn't hold back the surprise look evident on your face. He chuckled darkly "Now Raven, Tell me about your sins and what drives you to act upon them instead of seeking help from us. Let's start with Greed." He pressed harder against you and you whimpered as your breath was slowly cut off.

"I- umm I"

"Hurry up Raven we don't have all day"

"I'm not that greedy s-sir, I usually like to share whatever I have with everyone, even when I think ev-everyone else comes before myself, I guess that's how I grew u-up"

"Good my dear, tell me about gluttony

"I don't know John, I just drink."

"SIR! And I can tell you're lying to me, Tell.  Me. About. Gluttony."