Being A Badgirl

The past

Song above is Breakeven by The Script. (SORRY FOR THE CONFUSION)

Based on Nicole's POV

He broke my heart and I had to get away from him, that was probably the reason why I fled to Paris with a foolish mentality that time and distance will heal the carefree heart he broke.

It didn't.

We were deeply envied by everyone. We were so close nobody dared break us apart. Nobody dared to stand between us. The guys were jealous of Ron. The girls, jealous of me. This went on for 5 months. It was like I'm living in a fairytale. Time slows down everytime we were together. Every second felt like hours. Now, looking back, I feel like time passed faster then the speed of light. That it wasn't fair for me to be abandoned by Ron, but, since when was life ever fair?

Fairytale. Didn't I just mentioned that the time I spent with Ron was a fairytale? True enough. But. This is a modern fairytale. No happy endings.

Everything was smooth sailing. Heck, we even talk about naming our babies.

Until Diana came.

She broke us apart. Ripped my heart to shreds. She drugged Ron. And recorded down whatever they did when he was drugged. She then sent the video to me. After posting it everywhere. Word spreads fast. Everyone started saying that Ron chose Diana over me. I broke down. Screaming and cursing Ron for breaking my heart. The teachers had to haul me away. I gave them lots of scratches and bruises. They made me go to counselling.
Nothing helped. I get nightmares every night. The video of what they did played over and over in my mind. I couldn't stop it, its as if there's a broken cassette recorder that plays on and on. Refusing to shut down in my head.

Til I can't take it anymore. I must leave I decided. And I did.
I left after giving Ron a slap and warning,"You're gonna pay for hurting me."

I got over him. It wasn't easy but I did. Now, seeing him again, its like tearing open a person's wound and rubbing alcohol and salt in it. One already covered with stitches. I didn't want to come back I planned never to. But Dad has a business trip and its here for 1 year. So I've to study here. Where Ron is.

Upon hearing that Ron is already attached, I felt the jealousy rise up in me. I felt disgusted. How can he just cast me aside like he did nothing wrong? How can he treat me like a rag doll, a burden, a thorn by his side?

So, I sought to find out. Pretending I've forgiven Ron, I'll flirt with him. Make his beloved realize he's a man slut and leave him so I can have him back. I'll have what is mine back.

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I seethed in anger. So Ron and his whore fucked. I threw the pillow I was hugging at the wall and screamed as I yanked at my hair. How dare he. I'll make him pay. It wasn't surprising really. That arrogant boy couldn't keep his dick in his pants.

His whore will too. Ron's mine. He is meant to be mine. Forever. No one will ever tear us apart. Because who ever that tries will get torn apart. Just like poor Diana Kissinger. And the head cheerleader Ron kissed in front of me.

I made them wish they were never born. Made them regret ever setting eyes on my Ron. Because what I have is power and money. Having your father as a COE of any triving business has an advantage. Sure you don't spend time with your father but its the money that counts. Who cares if you don't see your father around unless you happen to wake up at 2 in the morning and see your father's car reversing into the garage? The money he brings in is enough to make up for whatever he lack. Money equates to power.

And power is used, afterall, to crush the weak like a bug under a shoe. Janice Smith will be destroyed. She'll never steal from me. Never. Because finders keepers.

And I found my sweet little Ron way before this bitch did.

Losers weeps. Losers die.

Phew. Nicole sure is evil. Keep reading guys and tell me what you think cauze I really need to know!!