Morbid Beauty, Magnificent Desolation and Painful Joy

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Morbid Beauty

In the graveyard, stop and look.

Stone walls enclose the nook.

Eyes are drawn to ancient stone

Sound escapes lips; a moan.

Angels protect haughtily

Head bent over grave; daughterly

And raise stone eyes to pierce the skin

Paper-sharp, through life so thin.

And yet return again today

See once again the practised play.

Of rustles in the bushes near

And inscribed names of them so dear.

Attraction to the place of death

Want to feel the chilling breath

Would only be unwise, but still

It’s morbid beauty – what can you do?

Magnificent Desolation

Harsh winds blow, flick sand around,

Howling, makes most frightful sound.

Horizon is a blurry smudge

Sun in sky, will not budge.

Narrowed eyes see not a soul

Stand in shade, to cajole

The relief of sun and sand

Although there is not a chance.

Not a person to be found

Not in sky, or sun or ground.

Despite the heat and howl and wind

There is one thought that forces in.

Wild places have been left untamed

To breed, fester and eventually maim.

But it’s admirable, what can one do?

Magnificent desolation, it gets to you.

Painful Joy

Birds cry out greetings o’er the hills

And return them with all their will

But one cannot join in today.

Pain, it wrenched his heart away.

And now he’s nought but empty shell

Devoid of love, emotion, will.

But today’s such a pleasant time

It’s difficult to toe the line.

He tries to smile, and laugh and feel

But pain comes cruelly and seals the deal.

You shall not feel a feeling whole,

But brightness mixed in with hellhole.

And though the birds cry out, “Join in!”

He cannot, will not, he’s not dim.

And now he feels he will destroy

Himself, it is called painful joy.

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