All that's lost

P2 Ch 6

----10 Months Later Day Before Graduation----

        "CAMILA STOP!" Lauren yells as she watches her best friend and love storm away from her. Camila ignores her as she continues to furiously wipe at her tears that just wont FUCKING stop! Camila hears Laurens footsteps run up behind her before she feels Lauren's once warm and tender hand in Camila's mind now ice cold and repulsive. "Camila please talk to me" Lauren says in a calm and pleading voice hoping she would just tell her what's going through her mind. Camila whips around simultaneously ripping her arm away from the girls grip. "NO LAUREN! I'm DONE with your shit! I should have been long ago but because of my feelings for you I couldn't see what our relationship was doing to me. Now I see it and I am done Lauren, done." Lauren watches the hate and hurt ooze out of her loves' eyes as Camila delivers the dreaded words. Camila watches without a care at the fact that she can see her best friends' emotions and life break in a clean and quick motion. The hurt, confusion, anxiety and desperate look in her eyes, body manner and the way she was shaking was almost a little bit pitiful...almost. Camila quickly turns around again and walks to the door. She opens it and pauses not looking back, her head hanging low as she looks at her feet not really concentrating on anything in particular, "You know what Lauren? I almost, almost, believed you. The feelings you acted like you had for me. The way you would look at me. Fuck soccer, you should consider becoming an actress". Lauren cringes at the words she could hear clearly and watches in heart ache as the brown eyed girl walks out and closes the door leaving her to the empty house and her thoughts. 

----3 Months Before Graduation----

Camila's Pov:

        I watch as the girl of my dreams walks over to me with a big and excited smile on her face. I can't help but feel butterflies swarm in my stomach as I watch her pony tail sway with her steps. They way she seems to do everything with ease and perfect posture. "Hey!" Lauren says as she stops in front of me as other students walk by to great their friends. "Hey! So what's the good news?" I ask as I put my hands in my pockets to give them something to do other than want to reach out at touch her. Lauren's face gets even more happy and excited than I though possible, she grabs me in a bear hug and jumps up and down, "I got a FULL RIDE to play SOCCER at THE UNIVERSITY OF FUCKING WASHINGTON!" She lets me down and when my feet barely hit the ground I give my best friend a huge hug. "Oh my GOD Lo! That's fucking awesome!" I exclaim as I dance around proud and excited for my friend. "I couldn't be more proud of you! You deserve this for how hard you've worked to get this". "Thank you, I think so too" Lauren says as she puts a fake smug face on while crossing her arms. I playfully shove her laughing and Lauren joins me in laughing. Lauren stops laughing, "well, I guess that means we wont be going to the same college after all" I nod my head, "Yeah, I guess not" I quickly smile not wanting to put a damper on the mood, "But hey! We both got into the schools we wanted! So It's perfectly fine! And we can see each other on breaks so We'll be fine" Lauren nods and gives one of her smiles that I love to see and would never be able to forget no matter how much I wanted to. I highly doubt I would ever want to. 

Author's Note:

Hey, sorry. I know. But hey! at least I updated! Everythings overwhelming because this is my first year in college and it takes up a lot of my time. Ya the update was short but at least theres something. If you havent and want to read other camren things look at my other works. I just started a new book called "Don't Drink In Your Letters". That one will be fun to write. I think the main reason I havent had the energy and want to update this story is because it moves slow so I sped it up a bit haha

Cant tell you when I will update next but it's dead week meaning everyone (and me) are studying for finals right now (sucks so much. Dont go to a hard ass University...it sucks. Jk it;s good for a carrer). Hope you all are great! Vote, Comment you know the drill. Love you guys for putting up with me!