Lauren's Pov:
"Laur!" I hear someone whisper outside of my window. I turn my head and see Zayn smiling at me from outside. I look at him and feel guilty. Not for cheating on him with Camila but for seeing him while Camila's back. I doubt that Zayn actually likes me as much as he used to and I know I don't. This ship sailed away awhile ago. I wonder why we still see each other. I walk over and let him in then sit back down on my bed. "Hey babe, thought you'd never let me in" he says while sliding next to me then leaning in to kiss and suck on my neck. 'Oh yeah, this is the main reason we keep each other...' . I fell him getting more aggressive and a moan slips from my mouth. He then connects our lips and leans over top of me so I lay on my back. We've done this so many times but this just feels weird. It feels wrong and uncomfortable. "Zayn, please stop" I say while pushing on his chest. My mind replays his actions and what I felt towards him compared to Camila and there was no comparison. Camila wins overall in a landslide. I have no more butterflies for Zayn because they all fly for Camila. Zayn has a nice smell but Camila's intoxicates me making me feel like nothing I've ever felt before. Zayn is incredibly attractive but Camila is like a Goddess. "What's wrong babe?" Zayn asks while looking at me with worry. Zayn may care but he hasn't dealt with all of me like Camila has. He never experienced one of my freak-outs from night terrors or when I have an anxiety attack or when I slip into a deep depression and lose all hope. Camila has been through almost everything and she's still around and cares about me and accepts me for everything I am and knows quite a bit about my past compared to others outside of my family. I shake my head trying to clear my thoughts, "It's nothing...I just want to lay down. I'm just not really in the mood" he nods his head and gets off of me to lay beside me. I turn onto my side facing away from him and then feel his arm stroke from my shoulder down my arm lightly and wrap around my waist. "Please don't do that, you know I don't like cuddling..." I say in a weak voice. I feel his arm leave me and his body shift to sit up. "Okay, what's wrong? What did I do?" he says in an agitated voice. I sit up and look at him confused, "You didn't do anything" I say with a questioning look. Relief shows its self on Zayn's face before he masks it. And the fact that he jumped to me acting this way because he thought I blamed him for something sparked my curiosity. "Did you do something?" I ask while raising an eyebrow. He looks away then back at me, "No I didn't!" I look at him tiredly. Guess I didn't realize how exhausting my day was till now. "I'm just going to go. You look tired. See you at the party?" I nod my head and close the window after he crawled out.
I lay back on my bed, What A Night.
Camila's Pov:
I hear the doorbell ring and instantly stand up to hide behind the wall. I see Sofi walking towards the door and she smirks at me before opening it. "Ally! I'm so glad you could come!" "Hey Sofi! I've missed you!" Ally says and I hear the door shut. I feel my heart rate speed up a little with anticipation on seeing my longest friend. I hear their footsteps grow nearer and wait till the perfect time, "AH!" I scream while jumping out behind the wall, "AHHH!!! OH MY GOSH...Mila?" I stand in front of her with a smirk on my face trying to hold back my laughter at her reaction. "Sup Ally-cat?" Ally then slaps my arm and pulls me into a bone crunching hug. "I'm so happy you're home!!!" "Ouch, me too...but you might lose me for good...if...you don't let ...go" I say while trying to breath. "Oops, sorry!" she says while releasing me." "God, I forgot how strong you are for a little tike". Ally glares at me for my choice of words then shakes her head and hugs me again, "God I missed you" "I would have missed me too" I say and she shoves me playfully while rolling her eyes.
Ally and I spend the rest of the day hanging out and surprising Normani and Dinah. Let's just say they all reacted pretty much the same. It was nice hanging out with them and catching up on different things I missed while gone. It's funny how things feel like nothing has changed here while I on the other hand changed quite a bit. I wasn't expecting Ally, Lauren, Normani or Dinah to notice my changes that much because when I'm with them I acted as close to the real me as I wanted to. Ally knows me better than anyone else, probably even more than Sofi.
Author's Note:
Heeeyy.....sorry for being MIA for so long. I might not update till awhile from now but hopefully I can soon. Tennis has been controlling my life with sub districts and now districts then hopefully state. I had camp for a week where I taught little kids from local schools about nature and stuff like that and ive been having to catch up on the school work I missed plus it's getting to the end of the school year so ive had lots of stuff to do. Again sorry for the long wait. I'm thinking about doing a Camren vampire fic cause ive been obsessed with VPD this past week. I know it has been done quite a bit but I have a few ideas.
If you're bored and haven't read my other fic you should especially if you like pirates and camren.
Cant believe im doing this but...here's my fan account @wessidebowyo tweet me if you want I don't really have any friends on it haha:) Don't be shy I don't bite!
This was just a quick filler and I thought that I should give something rather than make you all wait longer.
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All that's lost
FanfictionCamila along with her friends are starting high school. Her friend Lauren and her got in a fight over summer. Will their friendship be mended or will other things happen and what will happen to their relationship?