All that's lost

7

Author's note:

Heeyyy...really sorry for the wait. My parents left and will be gone for a little over a week so I have to take care of everything around my house which includes my three dogs and cleaning and stuff. I had my friends over a few nights to keep me company so my big old creaking house wouldn't be so scary lol. So that's why I have been neglecting this. Plus finals are this week so I've been studying. Sorry!

Camila's Pov:

I slowly feel myself waking up but I refuse to open my eyes yet. I move a little only to feel arms wrapped around me and a body spooning me. I turn my head around and open my eyes only to be shocked and unable to move. Lauren's face is extremely close to mine, our noses practically touching. I can feel her warm breath on my face and some of her stray hair tickling my face. I observe her dark eyelashes, her perfect pale skin, her nose that has a light sprinkle of freckles, and how even though she doesn't have makeup on she still is beautiful. I focus my mind on our bodies touching. Her warm soft legs against mine one of them resting on top of my leg while my other leg is sprawled to the other side, her arm lightly draped around my waist but holding on slightly, how every part of my body that is touching her, even through clothes, is having electrical currents flowing through them making me melt. 'Why is she doing this?' I thought to myself a little confused. Lauren isn't one to cuddle. Only when I ask her to and that's only happened twice. She's not a very touchy feely kind of person unless she's drinking or just not caring what others would think. I find myself staring at her long eyelashes and move my hand bringing a finger to lightly touch them. I feel her move a little tightening her grip on my waist while her leg that is on mine moves slightly up then a little down causing my emotions to get out of hand. 'I can't do this. I can't handle this.' I quickly turn my head away, lay it back down and close my eyes and wait for her to wake up.

Lauren's Pov:

I feel something lightly brush against my eyelashes. I move a little not totally awake and move my leg only to feel someone else's undermine. At the same time as moving my leg I pulled my hand towards me only to feel that my arm is draped around someone. I just ignore it and let myself drift off to sleep again. After a bit I finally open my eyes to see Camila in my arms.

-Flashback-

I'm suddenly awoken when I feel Camila moving around a little. I ignore her then a few minutes later she lets out a whimper. I open my tired eyes and see that it's 2 in the morning. I look over at Camila who's sleeping on my left. She's facing me  laying on her side and I can see her face scrunched up with worry. Her hair is partly over her face while her body is in a fetal position her arms tucked close to her body near her face. As I look at her she mumbles a few words then turns around. I close my eyes again only to hear her whimper again. She shakes a little then I hear her say, "Please don't" in such a small sad and afraid voice. She whimpers for the third time. I notice her body is tensed up. I sigh before scooting closer to her and touching her lightly on the arm. I feel her jump a little then start to relax at my touch. Once she relaxed I remove my hand and close my eyes trying to fall back asleep only to be awakened by a small sob. I decide that the only way she will sleep peacefully would be if I was touching her. I scoot next to her and lay my body against hers. We're facing away from each other my back against hers. I can feel her body melt into mine relaxing. I quickly fall asleep with the warmth of Camila's body against mine.

-End Flashback-

I feel how my body is tangled with hers but I don't remember when this happened. When I fell asleep we were back to back. I feel a movement under my arm and see that Camila's waking up. I remove my self from her and slowly get out of bed trying not to disturb her. I walk into the bathroom and wash my face and use the toilet. I walk back into the room and see Camila sitting up in bed with a concentrated face staring at the sheets on her lap. Her long brown hair is slightly messy and cascading down her. "Morning Camz." I say smiling while my voice cracks a little from the lack of use. She looks up at me and gives me a cute smile, "Morning." I make my way to my bag and put things in it while Camila goes to use the bathroom. I walk into the living room and sit down on the couch resting my eyes trying to reduce the hangover. "Lolo! When are we going to eat!?" I hear Camila yell from the bathroom. "Once you get done in there and grab your clothes we'll go eat in Vero's house!" I hear foot steps running into the bedroom and then hear them run into the living room slipping a bit on the wooden floors. I open my eyes to see an excited Camila standing in front of me. She grabs my arms and pulls me off the couch and starts to drag me out of the guest house. "So...I'm guessing you feel better." I say laughing a little at Camila's excitement. "I always feel better when food's involved." She states in a matter of fact with a playful smile on her face. She drags me to Vero's house and she finally lets go of my arm and we walk in.