All that's lost

2

Camila's Pov

After History Ally and I said bye to Dinah and headed to Honors English. I could still feel the stares of the upper classmen and it felt like their eyes could see through my sole and judged me for every small thing I've done wrong. I felt Ally's eyes on me but I chose to ignore her. I didn't feel like talking at the moment.

We headed into class and sat down. I saw Keaton come into class and sit in front of me. I didn't mind Keaton he was nice and has been one of my friends for as long as I can remember. I met him and was friends with him before I even met Ally. We even dated a few times but nothing ever came out of it. We were pretty close eventhough I didn't totally agree with his life choices. I mean if he likes to party and get high that doesn't affect me. But when it does effect me or someone I care about I do mind...quite a bit. After Keaton walked in I saw Westley walk and sit next to Keaton.  

I have known Westley the same amount of time I've known Keaton, well because they're brothers. I have always thought he was cute and nice. We talk on and off but I don't really feel any special connection.

"Hey Mila." Keaton greeted while turning around. "Hey" I smiled back at him and Westley who had turned around to talk. I still didn't really feel like talking all that much so I just sat there and nodded when I felt was right in the conversation between Ally, Keaton and Westley.

I looked up and saw piercing blue/green eyes staring back into mine. My heart quickened a little when she gave me a soft smile. Damn it Camila stop acting so weird! She's your friend again chill! God why does she make me nervous whenever I see her? Lauren walks up to me and sits on the other side of me. Keaton leans to her and kisses her. When I saw this it felt like my heart was ripped out. I instantly remembered the night that I first started to lose Lauren...

Flash back

 

*Text Message convo.*

To Camz<3:

Hey want to hang out with Keaton, Westley and Drew tonight?:)

To Lolo<3:

Sorry i cant tonight:( my moms making me stay home because i "haven't been spending enough time with my family" :(

To Camz<3:

Awww okay:( I'll miss having my sexy partner in crime next to me:(

To Lolo<3:

And I'll miss being with my hot-stuff:( See you tomorrow?:)

To Camz<3:

YES! Lets have a Camz and Lolo day:)

To Lolo<3

Okay sounds good I'll see you tomorrow:)

*End convo*

I put my phone down frustrated by the fact that I couldn't hang out with them.

*Later that night*

I'm sitting in bed on tumbler just scrolling when I notice what time it was. 'Ugh, it's already 2:30!? Guess I'll go to bed'...I soon wake up to my phone vibrating and playing Radio by Lana Del Rey. 'Why's Lauren calling me at... 4:30 IN THE MORNING!?'  "...Hello?" "........." My heart started to sink. "Lolo are you there?" "H-hh-ee-yyyyy Camzzzz" "Lolo? are you okay?" "Y-yeahhh I'mmm g-greattt" "Lauren, are you drunk!?" "Psshhh....n-no-ooo course n-nott" "Where are you? Are you still with the boys?" "Byeeee byeee Cammmz See y-you tomorr-owww"