All that's lost

P2 Ch4

Camila's Pov:

Our plans got changed a little bit so now Lauren is picking me up and we're heading to the party together. 'Where the hell is Lauren. She was supposed to be here 30min ago. Cazzo...' I'm currently sitting on my porch with my over night bag freezing my butt off while wearing a cute but sexy dress for the party. I would be back in the house but I accidentally locked myself out and no one's home to let me in... I have major skills. I texted Lauren 10 minutes ago and told her my freezing situation and she said she was almost here... 20 minutes is not almost here. I let my leg bounce nervously while I wait. After a few more minutes I see Lauren's Jeep coming up my long driveway while blasting some party music. I quickly jump up with my stuff and open the front seat door only to be surprised by Zayn already sitting there. I look at him confused then to Lauren who looks apologetic. "Oops...sorry Camz I forgot to tell you. I had to pick up a few people before you". "No wonder you were 35 minutes late." I say while rolling my eyes, "I'm really sorry about you locking yourself out but..." Lauren stops talking trying to hold in her laughter unsuccessfully, "s...sorry Camila. You'll just have to get in the back with Vexa". Lauren says while motioning to the back with her head. I shut Zayn's door and head to the back to sit with Alexa and Vero. "Want some pre-party brownie?" Vero asks while waving a brownie near me, "Yes please! I've had a major head ache all fucking day." I say while grabbing the weed brownie. "Well it will definitely help" Alexa says laughing. I look at Alexa and Vero's face coming to a conclusion that they're already high. I smile while shaking my head slightly. 'Tonight's going to be fun.'

We finally arrived to Johnny's house after a few more minutes of driving. Once we got out with our bags I admired the huge four story house. The party is already well underway I can hear the music blasting from the two bottom floors and the lights flashing different colors in the basement where the dancing is. I feel someone walk over to me and I smile at Lauren. She has a beautiful tight black dress on with smokey makeup making her eyes standout more than usual. She smiles back at me while finishing her brownie. Vero, Lucy and Zayn walk up to us and we start to head to the house. "Damn, I think these brownies were weak or something" Vero says while holding another brownie, "I can hardly feel it". Lauren nods her head, "I totally agree with you V. Want to split another one?" Vero nods her head and gives Lauren half while she starts to eat the other half. 

We enter the house and I instantly recognize some of the other boys from Zayn and Harry's school. "AY! Karla's back!!" I laugh and roll my eyes at Niall who walks over to me beer in hand. He drapes his arm around my shoulder and gives me a squeeze. "Hey Niall, longtime no see dude." I say while laughing, "You stink like alcohol and vomit." I say while laughing and fanning my nose with my hand trying to move the smell away from me. He looks at me faking hurt putting the had that's holding the beer to his chest and gasping, "How rude! I thought that you would have comeback nicer but I guess you just came back meaner!". He starts to lean in more to give me a kiss on the cheek when someone pushes their way between us then putting their arm around my waist. "Okay okay, no touching and overly flirting with my girl". I look up and see Harry smiling down at me, "Hey babe, it's so good it see you" he says then leans down and gives me a peck. I would be lying if I said that I didn't enjoy Harry's kiss but now that I am sure that I'm 100% lesbian and not trying to lie to myself I can say that I find no sexual attraction to him. Kisses are nice but nothing more. "Hey Harry" I say back trying to act like I still like him. I look over and see Lauren slightly pissed while looking at Harry's arm...great. "Hey" I say while looking up to Harry and putting my hand on his chest, "I'm going to go put my stuff away with Lauren. I'll be back" I place a quick kiss on his cheek then go over to Lauren. "Hey, lets go put our stuff away" she nods and leads us up to the 4th floor. She takes us down a long hallway and a few turns till we reach a room that has Vero and Lucy's things in it already along with Harry and Zayn's. She quickly turns and shuts the door then comes over to me and kisses me hard. After our heated kiss she breaks it, "Just remember that I want you, no matter what you see or hear. Just you." I nod my head no being able to fully catch my breath yet. Her face stays close to mine and I can see the insecurity, uncertainty and desperation filling her eyes. I hate it, I hate how she thinks that I might not want her as much as she wants me. So still not being able to think I kiss her with desperation trying to let her know that I feel the same and only want her. I pull away slowly and open my eyes to see her with a soft smile while her eyes are still closed. "You don't have to worry about me wanting someone else..." I stumble back a little then look around, "You okay Ca-aamzz" Lauren asks then starts to laugh and so do I. "Holy shit Lo. That brownie was strong" I say while laughing, "Fuck! You had one and a half I bet you're totally out of it!" I say while looking at Lauren who's holding up her hands and staring at them. "Dude...have you ever actually looked at your hands before?" I laugh at Lauren then just lightly hold her hand and lead her to the party. After we reach the second floor she races ahead of me to the giant spodie and starts getting herself a cup along with a few apple slices. I reach the giant drink and fill myself a cup and eat a few apples. I head over to where Vero and Alexa are and join them watching people playing flip cup and cheering a team on. 

Lauren's Pov:

After a few drinks and hanging out with Zayn and a few of his friends I leave to find Camila. I look around then spot her playing flip cup with Vero and Alexa against Harry, Niall and Johnny. I quickly check her out in her amazingly tight dress that shows off her wonderfully big butt. I watch how concentrated she is while she trys to flip her cup to beat the boys. Harry quickly downs his drink and starts to try to beat Camila. I start to cheer her on along with Alexa and Vero as well as the majority of people watching. Camila quickly flips her cup for the 4th time and it lands right before Harry's. "YEAHHH!!!!" she yells while throwing up her arms and jumping then everyone watching the game starts to cheer and yell for the girls beating the guys. The guys just laugh and I watch as Harry makes his way around the table to behind Camila and press himself against her after slapping her butt. I quickly feel jealousy taking over my body and I walk over to Camila and pull her away from Harry, "Come dance with me Camz!" I say while holding her hand and leading her down stairs to join all the other people dancing. We laugh while we trip clumsily down the stairs and head to the center of the floor near the DJ and speakers. We start dancing together and singing obnoxiously loud to the songs that we know. Confident by Justin Bieber starts to play and a smirk makes it's way onto Camila's face and she turns around and starts grinding on me. 'Oh my god' is all I can think while she sways her hips to the beat and pushes against me. My hands go to her waist and gently rub her protruding hip bones. She lifts her hands and bring them around to the back of my head gently pulling my hair then continuing the way down to my neck before letting go. I turn her around and we start dancing closely while facing each other and grinding on each other. We stare into each other's eyes while we continue to dance. She leans forward to whisper in my ear, "You're so damn sexy. I just want us to be together and no boys." I lean more forward and press a gentle kiss on her neck then whisper back, "I couldn't agree more Camz". We dance to a few more songs then head back up to the second floor. Camila goes to talk to Vero who's sitting on a chair looking higher than a kite. I make my way outside to smoke some more. After taking a few hits I go inside to take some shots while sitting on the counter and talking to Liam. After talking the shots I decide to stand up but nearly fall but fortunately  Liam caught me. "Damn Laur, maybe you should go lay down." he says with concern in his voice. I just nod my head not trusting to open my mouth without puking everywhere. 'Great I have the spins...fml'. I close my eyes not wanting to open them knowing I might puke if I did. Liam helps me toward the stairs then I smell one of the best smells there is and lean my head in the smells direction coming in contact with an extremely soft shoulder, "Mmm, Camzzz" I mumble out. I hear some mumbling then hear Camila whisper in my ear sweetly "Hey there Lo, I'll take care of you just come with me sweetie." I slowly nod my head and feel her arms wrap around me keeping me up while we head up the stairs slowly. After what feels like forever Camila lays me down on the pullout bed we claimed earlier in the night. I feel her pull off my shoes and drape a blanket over me. "Does this feel better Lolo?" I nod my head and cuddle into the pillow more. "Want me to stay here?" I slightly open my eyes to look at Camila in the dark, "Yes please" I manage to mumble out. Camila takes her shoes off then changes into her pajama shorts and shirt before crawling over me then pulling me close to her. I smile as I feel her arms wrap around me making me feel stable and no longer spinning out of control. "You kn-know-w, I don-t lett jus-t anyyonee cu-udle wi-ithh meee" I say while scooting back so I'm as close to her as I can be. I hear a sweet chuckle come from behind me, "I know Lolo...I know" The last thing I remember before falling asleep was a sweet and gentle kiss being placed on the back of my head. 

Yay! I finally uploaded! haha about time right? I remember saying to myself before I started this book that i would not be the kind of writer that took forever to update cause I hate it when they do...lol looks like I'm one of them now...oops. :) Anyways I hopefully am going to update more frequently again! Dont get your hopes up though. 

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I have a new story I am working on! It will be much darker than my other stories it's called Overgrown and i posted the intro if you can call it that. It will be mostly flashbacks. It's camren with a twist I guess. It will be really cool and fun to write so I'm excited to start at it. I will still be writing this one and my other one Calypso's Gold so dont worry:) Go check it out if you havent yet!:)