she gave up for a while then realised her brother wouldn't want this for her so she picked her self up, put the pieces back together although some were missing she put them back. Most of them at least.
Alexia's brother died which made her mum and h...
Me and mom have been looking for a dress for me to wear to the graduation but haven't found one.
I look around another time and spot one. I go over to the dress and look at the dress. I grab it and try it on, it was prefect mom loved it I loved.
We bought it and went home.
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" mom please don't cry when you see me up there, because if you cry I'm gonna cry " I say and she smiles hugging me.
" um honey I need to talk to you about something " she says sitting down on the couch. I sit down next to her and she grabs my hand in hers.
" I invited your father to see you graduate-" she says the tears well up in my eyes.
" why would you do that mom you know how I feel about him " I say and she nods her head wiping my tear away.
" yes honey I know but he deserves to see you graduate, it'll be okay just let him be there to see you graduate " she says and I wipe a tear away and nod.
" fine if you see him tell him not to come up to me I don't want to see him " I say and she nods.
" of course now go get ready we've gotta get there soon " she says rushing me up. I quickly get up and walk off to my room.
I grab my dress and bring it into the bathroom where I have a quick shower. I wash off my body and hair.
I get out and dry myself putting on the dress.
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I finish off doing my make up and walk out of the room. Grabbing my shoes I walk down to the lounge room where I see mom in a black dress with my graduation cap.
I smile and pile my dress in my hands putting my heels on, I walk out the door a few inches taller.
Still holding my dress I get in my car, My heart races, she gets in and looks over at me excitedly.
" couple of minutes before you graduate then, I take you over to the restaurant to celebrate with your father " she says I roll my eyes but smile.
" why does he have to come " I ask and she looks over at me sadly.
" he's your father he raised you just as much as me, he deserves to see you graduate and then he gets to see you one last time before you don't ever see him " she says starting the car.
" never end on bad terms anything can happen " she says, I close my eyes. She's right anything could happen to me or him.
I could be killed and the last thing I say to him is that I hate him. I would hate that.
Because as much as I want to hate him. He's my father and I'll always have a part of me that loves him even if he hurts me to the point I'm crying or I'm in physical pain.
