she gave up for a while then realised her brother wouldn't want this for her so she picked her self up, put the pieces back together although some were missing she put them back. Most of them at least.
Alexia's brother died which made her mum and h...
I feel dead like, I've lost my soul and it's painful
I've gotten used to the pain of my brothers death that I don't even know how to cry.
All I do every day is eat, sleep or watch tiktok and watch a movie or two.
Ever since he died I feel like I'm walking on eggshells.
my mum and dad look at me with pity in there eyes and it's annoying to think that they are sad for me like i lost a son.
I haven't had a shower in three days haven't brushed my hair, it looks like a bird's nest.
I only eat dinner sometimes have a snack through the day.
Mum and dad try to talk to me but I refuse to listen because i know they're worried for me but they don't have to all I do is eat sleep and watch movies or something.
its not like I'm going anywhere.
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"WHAT we can't move, I can't move it's my home I have friends here, please we can't move " i say feeling tears form in my eyes.
"We're sorry but we all need a new start even you Alexis, maybe you'll meet a cute boy and he will help you and then he'll love you forever but we need to go, I'm sorry " my mum says, I shake my head and walk away not turning back.
How could she say we need a new start and move to a new place miles away from here, why would she do that, that's not my mum.
I sit in Alex's bed and close my eyes feeling the tears run down my cheeks and onto my clothes.
I lay down and go to sleep.
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I wake sweat covered over my body like a new skin I was up half the night, I couldn't top thinking about us moving, why would they do that to me it's not nice it's cruel, my best firend just died the only person that was nice and mean to me, caring when I got hurt or sad, mean when I hated things or someone, he was there for everyone. he was my other half.
I get up and go to my closet, I grab some clothes.
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I go into the bathroom and I have a shower, I get out and get dressed. I put my hair into.
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