Ms. CEO and Her past

Part 16

Nayeon POV

I'm in Dahyun's condo unit right now. she lend me clothes when we arrive at her condo since we're both wet from the rain. she cook for me, it's been a long time since she cook for me. because she always does but that's before, specially when we are together cause I'm always requesting food to her before that's why, since she prefers cooking food than ordering food outside and now she cook but not because I requested but instead she did it in her own will. 

Now I'm in her room because she let me use it, Kesa gamitin niya ay pinagamit pa niya sakin. sabi ko sa kanya doon na lang ako sa sofa kaso ayaw niya. she's still so selfless like before. It's raining so hard right now and that is one of my biggest problem because when it's raining so hard I can't sleep cause I'm scared of thunder.

She use to comfort me when time like this come. she always make sure to hug me when I'm scared and she will say na hindi ko kailangan matakot kasi nandyan na siya so I could fall asleep but I guess that won't happen anymore. Since the day we broke up when time like this came I would stay up all night using my phone or I would sleep in Momo or Jihyo's room but since I can't sleep in their room right now I guess magdamag na naman akong gising at puyat na namang papasok sa trabaho bukas.

while I'm using my phone I heard the loud thunder outside so I look at the window. when it did again I put down my phone in the side table then hug both of my knee while sitting. Paano ako matutulog kung ganto, gusto ko sana lumabas para tignan kung natutulog na ba siya kaso baka ano pa isipin kaya wag na lang.

It's already 12:00 am but I'm still awake. while I'm in my deep thought and looking window bigla naman bumukas yung pinto kaya naman tinignan ko ito and then suddenly dahyun came. she walk in front of me and sit at the bed and ask me.

"Why are you still awake?", She ask. 

"amoy alak siya. umiinom lang ba siya kanina sa labas?", I ask myself.

"I can't sleep", sagot ko na lang sa kanya.

"You scared?", she ask again kaya naman tumango na lang ako tapos bigla naman ito tumuyo at naglakad papunta sa bintana, siguro nahihilo na siya hindi na kasi tuwid maglakad eh. binababa niya yung blinds para matakpan yung bintana pagkatapos ay bumalik na sa harap ko.

"there you don't have to be scared anymore", sabi niya pagkabalik sa harap ko.

"There's nothing to be scared at because I'm here", sabi naman nito ulit at hinawakan pa yung cheeks ko kaya medyo nagulat ako. kaya naman tumingin na lang ako sa kanya. 

gantong-ganto yung lagi niyang ginagawa before pag-alam niyang natatakot ako, kala ko hindi na ulit mararamdaman pero heto siya ngayon sa harap ko making me feel protected again. How can I not miss her so much? kung simple action lang na ginagawa niya sakin before namimiss ko.

"I wondered what are you doing when you're scared like this, around those years", muli na naman siyang nagsalita kaya naman tumingin na lang akong sa kanya at hinayaan siyang magsalita.

"I wondered who's hugging you when you can't sleep because you're scared of thunders", lasing na nga siya nagdadrama na eh but she still looks cute.

"did someone replace me already?", she ask. nacucurious ba siya o lasing lang talaga.

"no one", sagot ko naman sa kanya habang hawak parin yung cheeks ko.

"In those 10 years that I'm far away from you I already heard enough of your reason in just one day and now all I can say to you is stop cause I hate it already nayeonie. all I want now is to forget about it and start my life with new one already cause It's already been so long since that happened that's why I wanted to forget about it, but I can't seems to do it", My tears suddenly fall after she said that kaya agad naman niya pinusan ito. 

"does she mean na gusto na rin niya kalimutan yung kung anong meron samin dati and start her life without me?", I confusedly ask myself dahil sa sinabi niya.

"I should be mad at you for breaking my heart and I should be forgetting about you already, I should not care for you anymore but I can't even do it every time I see you. Why am I so weak when it comes to you?", My tears keep on falling knowing that I cost her to much pain but look, here she is in front of me. she really deserve better.

 "Do you even know how hard for me to forget about you? It's very hard cause all I think about everyday is you but in just one day that I saw you everything went back to me. Everything I did just to move on from you became nonsense when I saw you that night", While looking at her, her tears started to fall also pero agad naman niya pinusan yun at timingin sakin.

"I'm sorry", yun na lang alam kung sabihin sa kanya. wala na kasi akong alam sabihin sa kanya kung hindi sorry kasi alam ko naman na masyado ko siyang nasaktan noon.

we are just both quiet while looking at each others eyes but then suddenly she went near me and kiss me in the lips so I got shock a little but still I didn't pulled back. I'll admit it I like it, I miss her soft lips, her scent, and of course her, I miss her so much that her kiss makes me feel butterfly in the stomach.  

 But then suddenly she pulled back so I got disappointed a little bit. She stood up and close the light, I thought she's already gonna go outside but no I'm wrong cause she went at the other side of the bed and lay down so I only look at her but then she suddenly grab my wrist and pull me that made me fall on her arm.

"Just hug me tight and I'll protect you, so you won't get scared anymore", she said then hug me tight so I just did what she said. I hug her then put my head in her neck then she kiss the top of my head so I just smile to myself and we both drifted to sleep.