Ms. CEO and Her past

Part 15

Dahyun POV

I walk inside my room after I wash the dishes. I fix the bed and everything so she can sleep here. I just decide to sleep at the couch since I don't have a guest room so I don't have choose and since it will be so awkward If we slept together and it gonna be stupid of me if I let her sleep outside.

"hey", I called her when I got outside my room and sit at the couch quite far from her.

"Yeah?", she answer.

"You can go inside my room so you can rest I know you're tired", I said looking at her.

"It's ok I just sleep here at the couch", she said but I didn't agree while moving my head side by side.

"You can use my room I'll be the one sleeping in the couch", I told her.

"pero kwarto mo yun", she said insisting.

"You'll be uncomfortable here since it's cold so no just use my room", I said to her trying to convince her.

"But you're girlfriend might get mad", she said that made me confuse.

"Huh? Girlfriend?", I ask her confused.

"The girl one who hug you in the café last time", she said.

"Ahh Irene. Don't worry she's not my girlfriend I'm too busy to even get into relationship and it just a waste of time, so she's not my girlfriend she's just one of my closest friend from USA", I explain to her cause she look curios.

"ahh sorry", I saw her look at the ground.

"It's ok. go inside now so you can rest", I smile said without her looking and then she nodded and started walking so I already sit at the couch comfortably but before she can even go inside she stop and look at me.

"dahyunie about earlier I'm sorry again", she said.

"Stop it, I already heard enough nayeonie", I said to her so soft and smile after.

"You already said the answer to my question and I think It's already enough for me to hear it again", I continue said while she's looking.

"My 10 years waiting is enough already for me to hear the right reason to my unanswered question", I averted my eyes at the tv. 

I heard the door open so I doubt that she already went inside and when I look at it she already gone and the door is closed, I hope she rest well. I sigh heavily and stood up to get some can of beer in the refrigerator and went back at the couch after.

"This is a tiring long night for me", I said turning off the light and sat down opening the can of beer and lean comfortably at the couch and continue watching the drama in the tv. I just feel like drinking today too.

While watching tv and drinking I didn't notice that I already drank quite a lot. seeing the cans in the table in front me I can say that I'm quite drunk as well. when I grab my phone to look at the time I got shock a bit because it's already 12:00 in the midnight. I quickly finish my last can and stood up to throw all the cans I drank. you see I'm still responsible of what I'm doing even though I'm drunk already.

When I came back to the sofa suddenly I heard a loud thunder coming from the outside then I suddenly remember that the person in my room is scared of thunder so I decide to check on her thanks god the door isn't lock.

after I open the door I saw the light inside is still on so I went inside. when I'm already inside I saw her looking at me. she's just in the bed sitting while hugging her both knee so I look at the window in my room and knew why she's still awake. I went in front of her and sit at the side of the bed to ask her.

"why are you still awake", I ask looking straight into her eyes.

"I can't sleep", She softly answer.

"You scared?", she didn't say anything but nod instead so I stood up even though I'm still dizzy and went to the window to close the blinds so she won't see what's outside then went back to her.

"there you don't have to be scared anymore", I said to her she's just looking at me.

"There's nothing to be scared at because I'm here", I said to her then put my hands on her cheeks and rub it.

now I'm taking back what I said because I clearly don't know why I'm doing this again, all I know is I feel like doing it for her and I don't want her to be scared anymore. 

"I wondered what are you doing when you're scared like this around those years", I said to her and still she's just looking at me deeply.

"I wonder who's hugging you when you can't sleep because you're scared of thunders"

"did someone replace me already?", I ask not knowing what I'm even talking about anymore.

"no one", she quietly answered.

"In those 10 years that I'm far away from you I already heard enough of your reason in just one day and now all I can say to you is stop cause I hate it already nayeonie. all I want now is to forget about it and start my life with new one already cause It's already been so long since that happened that's why I wanted to forget about it, but I can't seems to do it", I saw her tears started to fall so I wipe it.

"I should be mad at  you for breaking my heart and I should be forgetting about you already, I should not care for you anymore but I can't even do it every time I see you. Why am I so weak when it comes to you?", I ask her but all she do is look at me.

"Do you even know how hard for me to forget about you? It's very hard cause all I think about everyday is you but in just one day that I saw you everything went back to me. Everything I did just to move on from you became nonsense when I saw you that night", My tears started to fall but I wipe it immediately.

"I'm sorry", she said and lowering her head while crying. I lift her head so she would look at me. when she's already looking at me I wipe her tears once again and look deeply into her eyes and she's doing the same, we're just looking into each other's eyes. 

I really don't know what I'm doing anymore when I went near her and captured her lips that I missed so much. I felt that she got shock a little bit when I kiss her but didn't pulled back and stay. after that I pulled back myself and look at her, she's just looking at me with a surprise look.

I stood up from the bed and close the light then walk at the other side of the bed and open the lamp then lay down. I saw her just looking at me so I grab her wrist and pull her to me. she fell into me so I just hug her.

"Just hug me tight and I'll protect you so you won't get scared anymore", I said and pulled the blanket for the two of us. I felt her hugging me back so I just smile to myself then kiss the top of her head and drifted to sleep.

I miss this feeling, I miss hugging her, kissing her, her warmth and Just simply her but I know I'm gonna regret this tomorrow knowing that I'm completely drunk right now.