Mother nature hates me. Today sucks. Yes, it was a day off. But goddamn it, have the last four to five hours been ABSOLUTE HELL. Ive cried more today than i have all week. Everything fukin hurts and im so uncomfy, not to mention random panic attacks because of just the constant fear of everything in my life building up to know that it is all for nothing and that my life is mostly made up of stress and pain. This pain wont go away. Im afraid to move. I only want to go to sleep tonight. I feel like im unlovable because i hate myself so much. It wont stop. The physical and mental pain will not stop. And i feel so sick.
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Poetry Book 3
Poetrythird poem collection. they aren't in any particular order or anything like that, and after 100, there will always be a new one. if you've been here a while, I'm sure you know the drill. now, about the cover. it was a random Thursday, and an old fri...